Treasure Your Love

2nd day in dealing Cory’s death. I still can’t get over it. I know that I can’t get over it because I still can’t let go. I am still going through the videos of Glee to taste his present. Trying to convincing myself he is alive and still in my world.

I know it sounded crazy since he is not involve in my life and I have not met him before. Worse still, he don’t even know me! I guess I can call myself a Fan, a fan of the glee club. While going through the articles on Cory’s death, many couldn’t believe and accept. Since he is volunteer going through rehab, everyone is just puzzled why he die of drug abuse.


It is sad to know that he been through hard time during his childhood. I have so many question about his life. I regret not knowing him more. Seeing the pictures he took with Michele makes my heart break. She is 26 and he is 31. They are so compatible.

Their tragic story make me treasure my husband more. I dare not imagine my life without him. I love him so dearly. I am really sad… real sad.

I somehow see myself part of Glee Club. I imagine myself as Rachel, although I sometime hate her behavior. Having Finn such a wonderful guy and seeing their relationship progress was magical.

I hope Michele is dealing well and believe that for how much she is crying now would break Cory’s heart. Because I believe he love her dearly too.

RIP Cory Monteith (Aka Finn Hudson), I miss you already.

I received a news yesterday from my husband that the actor Finn Hudson from Glee has passed away. I was shocked and couldn’t believe what he said. So I Googled and was devastated to know that it is true. Up till this moment, I still couldn’t believe that Finn has die. I spent my entire morning and now going through videos of him in the Glee shows. I miss him already.



Although I am not a hardcore fan, the show Glee had made me feel involved in their lives. Not reality life but the life they have in the shows. I still remember his smile, silly dance moves and his music. Last night, I told my husband that I love Finn (Cory). I really do. He is such a wonderful guy in the show. I know this isn’t right as he may not be what he is in real-life. Yap, he has drug problem and that not what he is in the show.


I know that I need to separate myself between the reality and fantasy world of Glee. But he is so charming and adorable. I just love him.

I feel sad for Rachel Berry (Aka Lea Michele). Cory’s real-life girlfriend. Going through tough time with Cory in the show and also be part of his life. It must be truly sad for her. I couldn’t image how much she would be crying now. If I were her, I won’t know how to handle my emotion. I would cuddle myself in my bed and just cry through-out the day and night. I will crave for his hugs and kisses. Gosh, this is really sad.


It is hard to move on now. But time will heal our heart and will always remember Cory a wonderful and beautiful guy. May he rest in peace.


Take care Lea Michele.