I am very confuse with my life....

I am making things worse. I am not on the right mind.... I think I am crazy.

I don't know who to love, worth to love. Seriously, what happened to me.... I am just killing myself. Do you ever believe you can love or like more then 1 guy... How can it possibly happen. I think I am just decieving myself. None of them worth my love, nor me....

Sagita Sagita ..... if only you were point 1,2. haha no body will know the point 1 2 but me. A secret that cannot be shared....

I want to be a kuala bear that cling onto a guy that i love and love me forever ...... Ya ... i love sagita... but still not a reason to support on forgiving him....

Any strong tree around that i can cling onto ..... !

他今天突然 打给我。。。。

看见他的名字出现在我的电话。。。 那种心情真的很难 解释。。。
开心。。。 惊讶。。。 欣慰。。。

中午时他打来。。。

放工后他又打来。。。。

我的妈呀。。。。。 爱我吗！！！！

挂电话时，　你还说会在打　给我。。。。　＝（　

好难受啊。。。

走进G2000 就好像到处都看见他的身影。。。 白色的衬衫。。。
他常穿的衬衫。

好心痛哦。。。 也好想念他的背影哦。。。。
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看见他上线 。。。
他在干嘛啊 。。。

我好痛苦啊。。。

表面的笑容
内心的悲痛

才第三天， 我真的受不了。。。。
没听到你的声音。 没听看到你的脸孔。。。 你的笑声什么都没了。。。
我的妈呀！！！

我要这么活啊。。。。
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你说很感激我给你的礼物。。。 可是我这么感觉不到呢。。。。
你说看见我写给你的信 很感动 。。。 可是我一点感觉都没有。。。
你说你会把信收藏起来。。。 你真的会吗？


我好想你。。。　

不追问到底为什么　是我最后的温柔

想笑着附和说分开是好的

但我们却怎么　一起哭了

我舍不得　可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得　只是该停了

没有我你要好好的 我舍不得　

最后一次抱紧你了

我们错过的　错了就错了

不用担心我　我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我　是微笑的

亲爱的　有你牵着我的那些日子

真的好快乐

我舍不得　可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得　只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我舍不得　最后一次抱紧你了

我们错过的　错了就错了

不用担心我　我走了

有一种爱叫做放手 ...

By Cory Martinez
At first we loved, but not again.
We met at the room,
and we talked ever since.
We stood starring at each other,
I wondered the time, we'd
Stand together. Holding hands
as we walk down the street,
I wondered when our lips
Would meet.
My heart is broken, u seemto ignore, The pain
I have, when u left me sore.
Our love was strong In which now your
heart is blind to see, now I feel
that your love has forgotten
completely about me.
Well all in all I'm heartbroken
Without u by my side,I wish we could love each
other like we did that one time.

She sits at her sit watching her crush
Watching him laugh, speak, the way he says her name
Making her smile as well just from hearing him
Wanting more than friendship
But knowning she can't have him
She loves another...
Letting her heart break and mend again
She watches on being the unknown
All the things she feels for her crush
He may never know how she feels
Not wanting to ruin the friendship they have
So she sits an is silent saying not a word
For she is the unknown

想念他的笑声。。。 他的埋怨。。。 他的身影。。。

我的忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍

烦烦烦烦烦烦

过了这么久。。。 我才决定放弃。。。

真舍不得。。。 舍不得。。。

哎。。。。

Today -14 Jan 2009 , I came to Simin house to stay over. She was packing her messy, disgusting , junk room. And she found something very very presious... Our Upper Serangoon Secondary school Magazines... No values can be given to these Mags. From year 2000 - 2004. 4 good years in that school.

Really miss the school... seriously love the school ...

After looking at those events that took place in the school, I really regret not having to enjoy myself fully. Instead, I always complaint and complaint about those events. Just cant wait to go back home early....

I turn from page to page... I saw Alex photo... I almost forgot how he look. I looked carefully at the old , black-white picture.... I look so hard and didnt want to take my eyes always from that face.... I want to remember that face again. I don know why I had time feeling...

It been 6 years. 2 tearful years and 4 good years... He can never be forgotten ... When I saw his face, the feeling came back. Not my feeling for him but the feeling when we were together. That face made me so MAD ,ANGRY ,PISSED and Upset. Very upset... His everything used to be mine. The person I used to own ... The guy that I tell everyone he is mine, is no longer mine.

Haiz, I miss him. Very much. Whenever I am in Town, I would always wonder if I will see him. I wonder if we will bump into each other. Just like 6 years back, I saw him with the Japanese girl at Ceni...

My First love - Alex Nguyen Vietanh