My brithday

It sunday ... my birthday had pass ....

I had a wonderful day ..... a day i felt happy again LOL...
Though my prince was not tt with me on that day .... but i still had a great time ...
Thank to simin, miko,su chiang .....
any way .. they was late ... - __-"
we went to FIN to eat ... lOL ... 3 of them ate the FIsh N chip ... only mi ate beef... SO hard ..
the Table was shaking while i was slicing it ..
The Drink SUx .. i forgot wad drink.. like peach Passion or something .. tasteless... yUck waste my $4 ... LOL ....

The next day (fri) went out wif candy, shan.... bla bla bla .. LOL or name it all la ... knee , my lame cousin Long... and my Sweety... i have got a lot of good new from there ... or i should say shock new ... anyway .. My sweety Gave mi a very Beautiful Lily ... gosh i really really love it ... think of it now i feel like smelling it now. .. lOL ... too bad i didnt up load those pic in the com yet ... next time than show u guy .... once i saw the Lily .. i jus cant stop smiling .. = ) hee .. my prince at least still got some romance... LOL...
though very happy there was one part i was pretty angry wif tt frog prince ... due to the service we recieve from the Hong kong Delight .... he like those waitress//waiter's nightmare ... so called... "YE MAN" customer ... got so pissed up .. why cant he give them a break .. lucky he my bf .. he treat mi like tt i sure help him water his hair .... hee...
THan candy told mi her Shocking New.. actually i didnt felt shock la ... i jus surprise it so fast ... becos i tot she is very picky de ... didnt know so fast... hmmm lol ...

I really love the lily .. wad should i buy for my bf ... his birthday is jus few days later ahh .. n i think i only left 40 bucks... LOl... Die.... -__-" sent a rose to his house ?.... hmmm i wish i can pack myself in a box and give him .. .LOL .. i scare it his nightmare... lOL .....

I reallyl Really Love the lily .................!!!!!!!! I love u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thing Change

what a boring day ... so dried and so restless ...

i felt my house become jus a hotel ... becos there is ppl who i don know sleep in the same room as me .... they stay few days and goes....

i felt no self of belonging anymore

revenge lead to nothing .... revenge will only get itself hurt ...
i know .. i m toking nonsense again .....

my birthday is coming ... but i felt nothing ... empty ...
i m starting to pretend and fake again...
i remember during secondary school days ... i came across this phrase ....

" WHy do i have to smile when i m sad , why do i have to laugh when i m not happy, why do i have to pretend there is nothing happened at all , why do i have to pretend everything is alrite , why do i have force myself not to cry .... when i couldnt even control myself ..."

i edited some of it ...

i wet my bed again .....