Poems....

The Summer packed its suitcase.
Merciless and fast.
No message left.
Just gone today.

The bluish candy-floss of clouds dispersed.
The sky went dull and dumb
With hurt.

Boredd

well .... after 8th months with sAgiita....... we Finally qUarrel!......loL.... hahaa don Mistaken .... i m not happy ... i m jus telling u that it told us so long than we got serious quarrell.... haha .. abit sad la .... but didnt really cry like crazy ..... jus drop a few tears down my cheek.... whaah chim ah ... well ..... continueously quarrel for 2 day le ... so sad hor..... =( ... anyway is over.... today i told my grandma abt our quarrel ..... haha damn FUnny ..... guess wad she say ....... she say a guy who really love u wont leave u at the lift n jus close the door behind u .... hahaha well i have to tell u the stroy b4 u understan .. tt sun mi n sagita don know why suddenly quarrel.. (my fault) haha than i say i wan go hm cos i cant go hm late la...... than ....... (my face very black) while i was at the living room waiting for him help mi open the door .. he suddenly say i really don know wad u wan le .... very serious ....... really.....i was scare ...... actually ........ than when he open the door .... i walk the lift ...... he was in the house looking out at mi ...... guess later he jus close the door.... my heart really crack ....... didnt break but crack........ (don laugh) ...... that why my ah ma .... say tis guy not good .......... wahahahaa not really say not good la jus say a guy who really love u wont jus close the door .. so jus giving warning to other guy out there .... don ever do that... cos ur gf's heart wil crack..... whahaa tt last sun which shouldnt add on today ....

anyway today is jus a normal day.... happy ... happy happy... but broke lol...... Take care ... BUaiiii

8th Months !!!! wahahaa

well well ....8th MontHS anNiversary ! wahahaha baby happy 8th months .... lol i love u ...... hee *shY*.... so fast it been 8 th together wif a big fat pig lol..... time been going fast really fast.... cant wait for 2008...... hee tt the period wad life is ! any way ...... Mr Lamiran ...... i would like to thank u ..... for giving mi such a wonderful(98%) n sorrowful(2%) times.... i have never felt so love by someone ....... nv felt being dote alot ......... untill u came into my life ! lol very daramatic ... hee ......we both know tt we love each other very much ..... especially for u urself.. but sometime i do have sensitive feeling ..... so rite here i m going say sorry baby... maybe i care abt u too much .... hope u understand mi ......... u may experienced being wif a gal for more than a yr or wad..... but u are my longest bf ..... n i wish u are my last bf .......... =) baby Thank u very mUch .. for all the thing u sacrified ! ..........
i keep telling Honey ........... 8th months 8ThMONths!!! lol .. she,herself, also cant take it ....... really happy ......... tt i could make it so far......... to mentian a relationship is really not easy.........
Although we didnt met to celebrate(first time) ... well busy wif sch busy wif work ...... i m alittle not use to it ....... i tot u would come n have roti prata wif mi for our 8 th months .. lol.....hee i love eating roti prata wif u ..... don know why.... jus love it ........... hahaa Love u Pig.....

OrcHard Dazzz..

Well well ( u will realised i also start my line wif 'well')......toDay got up late.... actually not late la ... i got up at 730 ....... bath... abt 750 .. i took a long long time to dress up lol........ jus don know wad to wear to sch la ... i was abt to go out of house than i think again ..... think better don wear like tt than go change again .... lol btw i go out was 830 ~ ..... than realy but stop .....than take a bus out..... was 835...... than ..... worse tt stupid 8 took a long time than come la ....... abt 850 than i got up the bus WAHA reach sch abt 920 ... late for 20mins... hee sUrPrisingly ..... Finney came for leCT !! n surprisingly ... he earier than mi but she also late la ...... lol ..... we ate 'LateR!' wahaha sweety haNisa good gal ... on time who force herself out of bed... wahahaa

As is wed... we plan early on to go orchard shop shop ....... becos we release at 12!!!!!!!!!!!! whaahah earliest !!! hehe took tt 518 ! expreess bus ... so damn exp ... $2.01 per ride .... lol ... we always complain abt tt ... or i should say i always complain abt tt ... hee the first thing we reach orchard was FOOD!!!! lol .. we damn hungry ... even b4 we got on the bus .. lol in the bus we keep toking abt food food foodd.... wahaha later we went to our OLD place.... Long john silver ... lol ..Cheap n nice whahaha tt wad finney say..we saw the same pErson tt serve us last time ... wahaha he was toking in a very slank english like trying to b Ang mo! lol ... so we went order .. there suppose to b 2 quene .. three of us stick together .. .lol... nobody wan to go or to tt sLank Guy n order from him ... wahaha soo bad rite.... he is alrite looking la .. although not tt hadnsome cant blame him rite... lol .. he was trying to as finney n honey to place their order but they ignored him !!! wah .....so paisei .... hee btw too busy to bother ... cos to hungry ... hee Don know y... wif them i m always the slowest in eatinG !!! jus don understand ! ... i always tot i eat very fast ....=/ ... werid ...

after tt WE went to Heeren to take Pictures.... lol... finney lead us to the machines as she say tt machine very clear ....... can block all ur pimples ! wahaha damn funny hanisa also cant take it ... We took the Pose of Charles angle... but in the end it look like werid angle ... cant see mi n hanisa hands as it been cut aways .. well tt finney ... she do a pose like she is chanting ... lol.... ahmitoufou .... lol .... after tooking Picture... we went to Center point n have our Brownies!! LOL .... wE ALWAYS eat rite ! !! hahaha .... than we was sitting there chatting n chatting aways but Honey was abit quiet .. maybe she doesnt have much comment abt our conversatIon... =) ... after tt Honey went hm... mi n finney went to orchard To look for Candy ... lol ... she fall sick la... but still working pOOr thing hor ... today i saw my Boss New shop at Far East ... lol it Name Honey n BEe ... lol ... honey mean My guy bosss bee Mean my lady Boss.... so romantic ... they damn funny .... later on mi n finney went around far east.....untill 5 than we go back she go for work n i n candy went to eat dinner .. u see eat again !!! lol later ...... after eating we went back hm .... lo ..... than now i m at hm typing this blOg... that all..........

Release early......

well ... it was suppose to b a normal day..... sch day...... go sch ........ than break here than break there ....... so many breakss.... =/ ... everytime break sure will eat something .....so tell mi who wont get fat by doing tt ........-__-" ... but anyway ... today was suppose to release at 4... so like.. haizz... CARC lab... sian ... my 2 wivies.... lol . finey n honay .... hey not bad ah ... NEy nEY lol... sound dirty ... ney ney ....... wahahahaaa ... we together go lab .... so we were early la ..... but tt 3 guys is always there first..lin bing ... boon seng n enmeng(don know how to spell) hee sound like monkey sorry didnt mean it ...... =X well at first we was sitting there waiting for tt Carc lecter... than i realise the guys behind started the lab sheet ... so i was thinking aiya since nth to do be perpare first lo... so we three on the com .. n do ... but who know... tt lecter ... only ask us to show him qns 6... but we still have to do the 1-5 quens.... lol... we almost done the five when he came in ... so we faster do lo .... silver damn good... he did come in the first but go off the first... my lecter allow him to go since he finish ... next was Threeee of us ! lol.... show show show .... he like don wan dismiss us ! kao ! .. but still release us .... wahahah it wan only 2 55 lol..... early hor ..... we were giggling outside .. cant believe it ! ........... buai ta han ......
after tt THree of us took bus 69 go interchange ........ i took train to met bf .. hanisa went hm...... finey go serangoon met friends.... lol...
when i reach piggy house. nth to do... bore .... watch tv ... surf net ... bla bla bla ..... until he came back ... we went to makan ! .... hee chicken cutler rice ... but tis idiot ..he help mi orderthe chicken cutler fried rice ... from a stall ... n he went look around for his food ... guess wad... he went to another stall o order chicken cutler ricE !!! ... it was like.... taking an apple from u and take another apple for mi .... kao... when the uncle came .. if was so paisei .. i think he must b wondering why ... two different chicken cutler rice ! .... than after tt we went hm lo ... i took a cab... he came wif mi ... from his house to my house ... n back to his house again .... loL... sorry baby ... i know u did alot for mi ....

BAd day

bad day as i mention .... =( morning was really great .... great until i tot it was my happiest day in my life ...... but when u are happy there is always sad... i almost forgot abt tis logic .... when ... the rest of the day Sux to the core ! ...........
I tAlk too loudly tt ppl could hear my words... the words i said was not plansent......something will give bad impresion of the person eardropping my conversation.... he stop mi ... say tt i say too loud... i realised... but i felt something werid la ..... n i got angry....... embaresse i gues....... the feeling wasnt great ......... not at all ....... i got abit angry well.... maybe very angry...... tis started my Sux day................. everything next was worse n worse ........
he got piss off wif mi ...... n started to tok to mi in a fierce way.... to mi it was ....... i was scare ..... scare tt he jus walk away........ tt wad alex do last time .......i knew tt if he is going to walk away my heart will sank ... i doesnt know how to explain it ........... although later part i said sorry..... i still felt unsecure.... i don know why it seem like ..... there will have more tis kind of thing happening next time ..... which i don wan to ....... i jus don felt good abt it ........ everytime come to tis kind of situation ... i would wan to b alone ....... or rush to say Break up ....... tis kind of feeling is jus exactly like last time when i m wif alex........... tt sux men ..........

As Usual....

well .. same thing happen again n again ... wake up ..than brush teeth than bath bla bla bla .. i hate repeating tis part .. sorry to bore u ...
as USUAL went to sweety house ... do my last part of tt stupid Project.. lol insert a song call "never be replace" i love tis song alot ... cos is cute smooth n cool !hee
A pig came to visit my Sweety house ... lol.. tt CAndy again... why do u always appear in my blog ? .... keke ... she release early .... so nth better to do came my house slack wif mi ... sorry not my house swety house... =p ... cos there was nth much to do ... she went to create a blog ... lol ... put her most beautiful pic in it ... *-___-" .... lol.. n most of all she say i m a stupid gal it i never remember wrongly ! ... lol... got use to it ... i call her that too ..... lol... great Friend ... bTw i wish to add shan u haven been Forgotten ... we waiting for ur CHICKEN POK to recover ... =x hee ...
At my Sweetty house ... we watch Finding NEmo lol.. nth better to do la ! .... eating tt cheesey loll... i nv get bore of watch Nemo.. why ah .. lol...
after tt show ... we pack thing n procee back hm ... but before we went out of the house ... lol... we use the Postit ... n paste alot on my Sweety wall ... i love u bla bla bla ... candy wrote u are a Pig ! lolll... so funny if got more time i sure write more de .... =p ....
well now at hm rotting .... going to play game again ... POoL here i COme !!!!

Being wif U

i M happy today ... =) cos i spend almost one day together wif my sweety ... thank baby... for taking Mc... n accompany mi ... i know guy should pay more attention to work .. but i jus simply miss u ... i really so happy to see u lying on the bed ..... slping like a big fat pig ! .... it seem like the past days... lol.... really really fun ... smelling ur unwash body .... lol .... disgusting .... =x ... *fainTed* =p ....
well today i watch early movie.... Fantastic 4 at plaza sing...... hee had nacho combo ..... hee i love the Cheese men... hee but tt idiot keep on wan to take the box away from mi ! hee cos the nacho finish liao the cheese still left abit ... lol abit also bu ke yi fan guo(cannot let go) hee
after movie went carrfour shop shop (as usual) sian.. always like tt ... than after a while i hungry ! lol.. i realised i always hungry when i m wif U (sagi) !! Humpp.. u make mi hungry ... loll ... eat n eat le ! kao .. i so sad....... cos i sooo fat bcos of u ..... wonder last time i wan soooo beauty n cool figure ... lol =x!! wahahaha now ! .. no different from pig lo ! hee ..... (baby when u reach tt don laugh till ur month drop) hee
after tt we went to suntac shop shop lo... he bought choclate!!!!!!!!!!! ah .. u seE! tt feellow so bad rite... n keep on feeding mi hee (i feed myself too ) loll.... i miss hugging u babe! ... n biting .. i know i know... u hate mi biting u ..... but it jus make mi more comfortable ... i don know why........ don u wish tt i m confortable .......? heee so mus let mi bit more ... more more !!! haha scare ? =p

after suntac .. we walk to bugis... shop shop ... buy breadtalk ! u see eat again !! cos cheap all bread $1 only ! ....... lol....... cheapo ! .. buai ta han.... =( u see if like tt everyday will fat untill like ball anot ? ... lol... hee anyway i really enjoy alot ... we slpt in the bus again ... lol... our head keep on dropping lollll ....not drop la ... aiya u know wad i mean lo !....

Gathering wif LYnn & Theresa

well .. early in the morning is still the same i don need to elaberatE !lol (wrong spelling) went sagii house.. did some prsp assignment ... hee ... still can make it ... nvm i decided to give up liao ... hee .... jus anyhow do n pass up...
later on ... i went to orchard ... suppose to met lyynn n theresa n suchiang... so i went early to see my dearest grandparents... hee my ah ma bought mi icecream waffle ! wah ! she took half... hee nice nice Yummy ! .. than after tt i went to orchard Mrt to look for theresa ah she reach already... FOund her at the pay phone... lol... i not bad ah .. so many ppl also can find ... lol... tt bcos she very tall la ... hee =) .... than as usual.. lynn is always late... chiang .. took cab also latE! .. buaitahan ... i late they later ! ... hee when lynn came .. haha her mom was with her too =) ... paisei la... hee .. she damn rich lo ... big n small bags !! ... haha shopping ....

after tt we went to fareast shopping centre to have our dinner... far east shoping centre very Wu lu wu LU de... hee no ppl ...shop there only food .. hee than sat down n chat lo ... chat abt which sch which coUrse Bla bla bla ... hee ....... haha ITE collage ! lol funny men ... hee than after tt mi n chiang took cab home le ... they procee to their shopping at far east plazE!

FrUitss...

well ... wake up .. bath... brush teeth.... change clothes.... bla bla bla ..... hee well today rite ... when i wake up ... the fruity dish i did was GOONeE!!!! =( ... i use alot effort to do de!!! than i think again ... should b my mom who took it to work .. i think she think i did it for her =/... haizz... so no choice no ... i did again .... in 1hr ...lol.. long hor.. mean alot effort lo.... hee than i happily bring to sAggita house to eat... hee ... tt best part.. when i reach his house.. on the letop.... on fan .... than eat my fruity dish .... +( guess wad ... lol.. u sure laugh till ur butt drop ... i find the fruity dish sooooo DiGUeessting .... yuck..especially the vagii . ee.. it small sooo raw... really cant get use to it! lol in the end i jus put back to the fridge .... loll... heeeee hee stupid rite..
after tt i slpt awhile.... than procee to my aunt house ... teach tution... slack.... tok .. chit chatting

THANNN i little pIggy call mi ... loll.... candylim .. she jus finish sch ... and ask mi out so since my aunt house n her sch near so i call her to take a bus to my aunt bus stop... tis silly girl... she count until her head pain.. n miss the stop.... anyway one stop is ok la... hee so we went China town to eat .... hee than go OG shop shop.... try tis try tt like not our business ... =p ...

so now ... i m at home ... did 50 skipping .... n ate 2 straberry ... lol... good gal ah ... =p ... now writing ... blog ..... blog blog ..pool pool pool.............

Sunday's unblue...

Not a Bad DAY .... well in the morning i wake up ... i realised my dad went woke already.. so i went to wash my face everything .... n clean my book shelf... it was messy wif paper !! ... felt much better cleaning thing up ... =) ....
around afternnooN .... candy came my house to Slack loll... we Are SlACKKker! we sit n chat... n went online to see Darrick friendster... lol.... i think he is cute ... Baby stop asking mi why is he cute k ! ... lol .... always read my block ask mi who is honey... lol.... weather not good today ... rain and stop ..... than rain again .. but cooling la ... =) but too bad for sagi ... he cycling to my house... got drench ... = hee ... when he came ... candy n i ... went to met him for lunch .. lol yuMMyy... but b4 tt i went withdraw $$ tt stupid quene was long ... wait abt 5 min ... first time like tt ! ... than we went to eat ROtii PrataAA hee .. chicken matubi hee ... yUmmy i ate plain n egg .. but later my baby steal my plain pRata... =( ... hee candy ate nasi brani .... lol .. wah.. yummy~hee very full. .. i drank holick ...(shan influence mi ... ) hee very plain... not nice de........ =/i like very strong strong de!! ehee after tt we went back hm of cos sagi cannot la ... ehee sadly after tt a heavy rain came.. haizz .... he cycle to balastile ...... stop there n wait for rain to stop.... poor kid ... hee while mi n candy at hm enjoy ... sooo much .. stay at hm ... i did a pen holder for sagi .. lol.... but is for his toothbrush n toothpaste... hee i good ah hee ... but tt holder not nice de la ... ugly .. hee but got my pic ... hee ... a pig missing mi ... hee ...
around evening ... tt little piggy ...candy.. hee we went down to buy water ... than she saw the bread shop got chi chum fan ... lol don know how to spell la ... hee she buy n eat... i mean we share lol abit only la .. wont fat.. =X eat already she take cab hm ... hee .. than i suddenly wan to eat fruit ... lol .... i went to ntuc to but alot alot fruit.. got apple... lemon .. got peach ... got carrot and vaggi... straberry .. lol.... wah are u hungry? lol i m ... hee hee ....

My zara skirt!

Damn sooo damn..... happy !!! i bought a zara skirt which i aim long long time ago ... finally when yesterday go zara! i saw it !!!!! last piece last size!! coreect size40!!! sooooo damn lucky !! lol ... the discounted price was 59.9 ..... i was thinking still abt ex la... although the original price is 75~~ later candy try a skirt ... lol... she like it too ... so i bought it for her belated belated bd presant which was abt 3months ago!!! lol... very long hor ... hee ee i bo xin la ... she right now sitting beside mi looking at mi writing tis stupid blog ... laughing like a pig !!! lol... she jus beat mi !!! lol... beat again !!!! ok continue beating mi ... lol... welll... so i use atm to pay for her skirt where my .. sweety heart pay cash for mYY skirt... lol separate... he gave candy the money to help him pay ... cos he is sooo damn lazY!!!!!!!!!! later.... i pay liao rite.. candy came to mi .. n say..hey ... i tell u a good news...... i was thinking some lame thing ..... but she say the skirt only cos 39.9 !!! .. i was soooo shock!! lol... i think i shouted !!! lol.. and guess wad she say... tt $20 is mine remainder... money face gal hor ! she beat mi again .... lol... and again ..... soo damn happy... later we went magoo ... wah lao .. is like pasarmalam(took 1 min to think how to spell) .... soo damn messy lo ... candy saw a girl trying the shirt very nice but tooo bad.. is S size.... lol......n spoil..... beating mi again (it true!!!!) so later we cant find anything nice there.... we went to wisma ...Isetan .... the mango there is more sweeter ..... lol.... more neater ..... easier to find candy's shirt .... but sadly ... is not the colour she like ... end up.... we quene a long quene ..... jus to try few tops but in the the one we buy is not the one we try !!! loll.... a top which cost only 13!!! cheap cheap mango tt is sweet.... lol..... tis gal she copy mi buy the same top as mi ... (beating mi again ) baby help!!!!! lol...... alrite tt our tour for today ... take care ... i love the top n skirt alot ... ... bla bla bla ..... bye!!!

Life Is Great

Life is damn Good for mi .... =) i have Got my friendss.....ss.. my liTTle cute Honey in sch .... piggy candy who went swimming wif mi today morning .... we took train to Dover ... SP.... where i drop at commenwealth to my sweety house... slack there ... watch tv ... slp .... kind of boring ... was supose to go shopping ... but no one is free... =/ ... sian ... now slacking here writing tmy Silly Blog.... HEE..... although silly but fun .... jus wondering who will b reading my silly Blog ... lol..... must b damn lame .... =p .... any way jus came here to say ... i m happy to have u u u u uu u u u u u u alot alot of u ... which includ .. sagi ,candi, honey, char...miko...alot ...

i didnt do in on perpose

i m getting bad to worse..... it not wad i wan to hang up e phone..... i felt guilty right after i hang up... i cant continuie reading my Note... dAmn! ... relationship always end up cant concentrating on study....... i always tot it would ! ..... but ....... wad wrong wif .. mi ... i didnt call to fight........ i didnt call to scold.... in fect i jus wan chat nicely......... but i jus simply need attention ......... (U call) u say sorry ..... i felt more guilt ..............soo guilt..... finally u laugh.. i luagh...... becos of the 2 pants..... it was wif him.... he ask mi when i want....... so i told him no need... n cal him email mi n he laugh and calling mi cute ~ ! Baby i love u always ..... i m really sorry abt the Mood swing .......... i really didnt mean it !

after 6 month

something is wrong.... i m not feeling good .... i don know why .... these nights i have been thinking alot alot.. my friends... n him..... Him... it seem like feeling is fading ..... i don know if really fade... today i was walking back home ... i jus remember i didnt call him... nor he call mi ... i tried to forget him a moment .... but i saw the thing on mi .. Mp3, nike shoe... purse... n hp~ all from him....
maybe becos sch start i got to see him lesser.. n tok to him lesser ... ever since we together... we are nv good in the phone.... don know y .... it like cant wait to put down the phone... been abit stress in sch... acutally nth stress much.. jus tt life is different now.... not like last time ... aftersch i will go vani house cook lunchern meat .. or eat her mom cooking ! haha n watch tamil movie... few months ago .. i still happily ..... teach tution.... n spend alot alot of time wif him... wherever we want to go .... we jus go .... nthing seem to b stoping us... but now....... not anymore..... 1 month pass i got use to it ...... although i m a bit sad... but after alex left mi .... i got use to b alone... so i felt the same way wif him..... jus tt he step harder in my heart..... too many foots print he left..... i m not saying we break alreadY ! .. i m jus saying feeling seem to b faded....
sometime i m the one who stressing myslef....... infect i m a little worried my mom pass on her depression on mi ... acutally ..... she did ..... =/ i get easily depress at nite... life seem to b falling ... is sad tt i cant accompany him... n have him go shopping alone ..... is sad tt i have to reject him... n cant go anywhere wif him ...... is sad tt we have got nothing much to tok anymore .... wad are we heading for ? .... i seem to b lost.... not marriage anymore...... my future seem to blur ..... i don know wad i live for ........ i cant feel happiness rite now ....... i don know why .... i tot i m the happiest girl in tis world...... i believe tt tis pass 2yr 4 months.... i m going to feel like tis too ....

sch start

well well....... sch started .... 2 days liao ........ nthing much to say actually.... i realised i am more close up than last time ..... not tt i doesnt wan to make friend .... but i prefer to b alone.... i know is a bad habit..... but ...... i have mood swing.... so ... i can get easily change in mood ! like suddenly toketive... or suddenly quiet..... i know tt not good...... but i jus cant help it ! ......... damn ! wad m i suppose to do ! ........

Wad really LOve......

Well today went for sch orentation..... it was fun ...... wif two cute leader...... one look like edison .... n one look like Luo zhi xiang ...... hahaha cute n funny guy ~ .......
After tt went to Tampinese Mall wif shan ........ Sagita say he will reach abt 730 ...... so mi n shan was slacking around ......... n i saw Jenny ............ hehe she was working ............. abt 8pm shan's bf came....... keen ......... i felt werid...... why hasnt sagita reached.......... i mean he should b earlier ...... so i called his hp ............ who know it was off............ i was so worried.............. total i make abt 20plus calls ......... but non of them i could get through........ i was really really sad... n worried......... i felt like crying !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =( i look around if there was him.... but no sight of him at all...............
FInally i recieve a pt call .......... iT him!!!!!!!!!!! thank GOd!!!!!!!!!!! tHankk god! really ........... when he came.. i didnt say anything i jus hug him.............. n cry......... i was crying badly....... i mean i have nv felt tis way b4 at all ! nv ! i don know why................ i scolded him ............ why nv on phone ..... guess wad he left him hp at home! damn ~ haizzzzz...... i guess tis is lOve

WHy do ppl always laST mIN !

i don understand why thing will cope up last min ! men !i bought the bread ~ i bought eggs(10) ~i bought hotdog ! ........ damn ~ ............ i m not blaming my friends for not able to come .......... we actually plan last thur ~ but due to some ....... friend say is would b better to b on fri .. next day no need work=/ can rest more........ ok total i got 3 friends..... so these was saying fri better..... so ok ........ we made it next week which is tml ~fri .......... but who know thing .....nv get settle ........... another friend called mi say......bad new ~ ......... i knew it when she call mi ! bad sense ! .... she can go....... well....... it not tt i blame her ! but i hate last min ~ n i already been so excited abit it .......... my bf tot of taking MC........ when he know it cancel....... he say he will go back work ! halo! so i m the wan who is left alONe~............ i don blame ...... but can i b at least angrY ! or mad ~...... so i m suppose to eat all the bread n egg n hotdogs ! myself tml .............

Bad sEnse~

when i was abt to go home... my sense was telling mi something bad....... very bad... this bad sense make my stomach felt bitter...i hate tis feeling ! although my grandma was beside mi but ... i still felt moody n sad... well acutally there is reason for it ... i was thinking alot abt money not enough ~ ....... haven been seeing my baby..... and abt my fear abt dad ........haizz.... suddenly my head was spinning....... i felt giddy ......... (bcos i was on the bus ) well jus rite.... when i reach hm .... he is at hm ~ .......... =/ although nth happen ...... i jus hope he is not hm ........ maybe forever or maybe i not at hm forever..........
i hate to write abt him in my blog !!!!!! but he is the only one who make mi sad ! not becos i care abt him ........ becos don like the fear i m having ! i hate it ! ....... lying on the bed like a baby .... fearing ....... men .......
TT it ! no more of tt men !

I hAte HIM TOuch MY tHIngs!

damn piss off... when i reach hm at nite yesterday.... i saw my shelf was neatly pack ! well.. is not tt i don like my shelf is neatly pack ... but i jus dislike the person to touch my shelf... ! my clothes hang around was disappear too ! i don understand why mus he touch my thing ! HE! the person in this world i hate most !... let mi tell u the reason why i hate it... u see.... if is my grandma who touch my shelf ... i don mind... cos she is innocent.... n nv will scold mi ... well for him.. many reason for packing my shelf... first... look for suspicious thing ... like love letter... or photos of guy or anything.... or something like my diary... trust mi he will take a look at them.. i have no privacy in this room ! well... wad the next reason ... he now help u pack... next time when thing piss him off... he will use tis n scold u ... say wad why i soo dirly..... don even know how to pack my own thing... say i m a big girl liao... bla bla bla .... girl should b clean ! well is not tt i nv pack b4... i will pack once i free.. but he jus thing i m dirty! do u thing is fair for mi ... i mean ppl should b happy when someone help u to pack .. but i jus simply not ! becos i know somehoe oneday i will get scolding for tt !
next ... worse ! when i reach hm he was ironing my clothes ! n my bro too .. but mine was alot... which i told u i hang in my room ! ... is a house clothes.. i wear at hm ! so do u think is need to iron? ... damn ... the more he do tt next time i getting big one (scolding) damn damn damn ! i hate sunday ! becos he got nth better to do ! .... more thing .. there was once he scold mi say why nv separate my bra n panties away from my bro ..... say wad i mus waSH Myself ... actually... do u know why he scold tt for ... my bro nv mind anything ...... nv ! is he himself... mi n my bro nv wash our clothes he will jus act and wash for us n hang for us... e saw my panties n bra... it jus make him flame ! n now ! i separate my basket from my bro i wash myself..... gueess wad ! he threw them into the washin machine wif my bro one ! so isnt it the same .. all my panties n bra are mix ! look ! sometime is not my fault ! tt f**king fellow ~ jus did tt ! in the end he hang the clothes...... no body is begging him to do tt! nobody ! tell u ..... i bet one day i will get scolding again ! god bless mi ~ ..... haiz... life isnt smooth at all ...... my suffering came from him ~ .....

life is great having u

Morning, went tiong ba ru ... bought 2 flowers for mother day ... one for my 4th aunt and another of cos ... to my dearest ah ma ! haha i remember i told her i bought flower for her... she tot u wan give her money ! haha cant blame .. my grandma same as mi money face! hee $_$...(how i gave my aunt her flower) i went to her house... the door was close... so i slowly slowly walk ... reach the door.. i put the baby pink flower at her door... and then i walk away ... n went to his house... on the way .. i call my aunt... to see wad she doing... so i told her to open the door she tot i coming ... so went open all she saw was tt beautiful flower... haha ...she call mi to get my ass back her house... hahah ...of cos i didnt ....
Afternoon, i waited for him at his house .... watch tv... online ... msn ... i spent a very boring afternoon .... untill abt 4plus he came back home ... he bought the phone for mi .... n he bought his adidas shoe too ... after tt we went to orchard ... look for my grandpa first.. to tell him today everyone went Bugis... than we went to buy the style book where the pages are all black in colour ... n bought a white pan .... after than we went TAKA ... to look for skirt... ZARA>.. bought a shirt at ZARA i love their shirt cos the always fit my well ... hee ... the skirt cost $75 .. i was abit heartach for him... but i really love tt skirt... =/ after tt went to wishma ... he say he having headach ... i wan abit sad cos ... i hardly go shopping ..... than i kept quiet ... after that went body shop buy perfume.. my first perfume last time ...ocean... after tt went far east ... jus look around ... than went bugis to look for my cousin...
Nite, abt 9 he left ... n left me n my cousin... the best ting was he left 10 buck n still treat mi ice cream ~ hahaha i love tt icecream ... but is jus tt i cant finish it ... such a pity... n my cousin ate it... we tok while we ate the icecream.. we ate the icecream while we walk hahhaa ... i jus notice there is alot of commen between mi n him... or him n mi ... haha the first place was at the mosbuger... the last place was at the bus stop .... waiting for my bus... in between these places... there were more places ... the warm n the cool... haha ... the laziness of taking the stair ... n a girl where she tried to act cute... n mature... e... wif a angmo somemore.. swinging her hands... yuck ! tt make mi sick ! anyway i really enjoy alot! alot ! today

took new print wif my Grand ma !

Surprisingly ! today i went out..... well not tution of cos ! haha 1week 5 days of tution is tiring ~ but fun too actually ... ok back to topic... went out wif my Ah ma ,Tay Ah Lang, no kidding haha i love to call her by her name...u know why... tis lady always wonder around... if u call ah ma all the old ladies will turn n look ... so is better to call by name haha =p
We went china town ... Bought a shirt for her n she change immidiately .... kee .. after tt ... we went orchard ... look for my grand dad... after tt we went wondering around in orchard ... so i tot of asking her to take photo wif mi .. at first tot of going the photoshot... at cine... but exp la ~ haha so we went simple new print shop ~ haha tis the first time she went ! of cos she is blur don know wad to do.. i kept repeating .. look there look here haha .... haha change the background also...so nowdays took finish still can decorate rite... so we went out .. to decorate out pictures ~ haha she kept nagging don put too much thing ... not nice ... haha like aunty ! in the end the pictures was really really nice! i love it she love it too .... =) after tt i went home... show my bro ... he was laughing... rare tt old lady would like this ... but i can b sure tt she really enjoy it ! =)

First tiMe in my life

WELL WELL ... FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE HAVING A BLOG.... GIAM IS THE ONE WHO INFLUENCE MI ... MIKO N SIMIN ALWAYS BUSY WIF THEIR BLOG ... THEY EVEN INVITED MI TO JOINED... BUT I NV DID COS I THINK IS "WU LIAO" NOW I M DOING "WU LIAO" THING=X KEKE ....