Forest

Do nOT Abandon the Forest JUst Becos OF a Tree........

I m SOoo TIred

so tired...... not only having tiring Body but also tiring Life........

Went early morning out to swim wif Candy n shan ..... Great we gal start chat again ..... after tt went shopping .... Walk walk walk guess we really used alot energy.... pretty tired when we reach ah gong place....... Felt great when we drink the cool Ice Lemon Tea ..................
After GO home ........

I m tired of life becos i found no purpose in my life ......... working hard so that i could live a better living in the future ...... so that my kid will enjoy more ..... so that life next time wont be like now ........ really tired... i jus wan to be a gardener ........ LOl funny huh .... gardener... i wish to plant beautiful plant....... flowers........... a big piece of land ...... but once i think of those worm .. E.. haizzz I think human really work too hard ........ i think human doesnt really know wad life .... not even mi ..... PPL work hard jus to have better future............. wad is really a better future? lot of money ? haizz .......

I spent 70 dollar today ........ i felt heart pain ............ LOl although to rich ppl it is small amount cos my work place 70 dollar cant even but a full piece of swim wear ......... but i still feel sad .... cos i didnt save tt up .......... i feel regret .......... why i spend without thinking ........ why cant i be more thrifty......... Life tough now ............... Money really very important .................. although many thing money cant but ......... but alot thing money can which we really need it ......... food ... clothes .. other temptation things....... i m so tired ...... i don wish to fuss up tt 70 ..... blame myslef .... i doesnt have determination ..... go on diet also like tt .. save money also like tt ......


hopeless mi .............

i feel burden now .... really.. i can feel my back getting heavier and i know it will be heavier .....

the chalet

HAd the chalet done smoothly....... Mi shan candy knee and my little cutie pie ... plus my lame cousin ...... total only 6 ppl LOl

Baby took half day for the first day and took leave on the second day ...... so i had him wif mi for 1 1/2 day....... It was great wif some little not great in it .... = ) 230 we check in ...... he was suppose to met mi at 230 .. when i called he told mi in the cab... so i tot he coming .... inthe end i call him why haven reach he say on the bus .... i was blur .... i don know where he took the cab to ...... he reach at 4 plus . i was abit pissed ... bcos he didnt mention thing properly... like trying to hide... it terrible to keep thinking was he is hiding ....


any way ... we had fun ...... he came .. awhile later we had the BBq .... he started the fire . lOl his hand was all black ...the best part was his nose kana some chacoal ... LOl..... look so cute .. he feed mi alot ..... the best food he always deserve for mi .. jus like the OTA on my plate it was cook a while ago ... his was jus cook and he exchange for mi and gave mi the Hot Nice OTa...... isnt he great ..... and keep feeding mi the bread that he toasted ..... i feel like princess ...


THe best part was at nite ........ we squeeze ourselve in the small single bed ... LOl.. it feel warm .. lying on his shoulder and slp .. it been so long slping on his shoulder and hugging his fat tummy .. + ) first nite wasnt great cos i hardly sleep cos he snore too loud !!!!!! i was so afraid that my friends couldnt slp becos of him so i didnt slp to watch him slp almost whole nite ... to make sure he doesnt snore too loud . if he does .... i will jus lighty pinch his nose Hee .... i know it a bit funny but tt the only way he don snore too loud .... did had a good slp make mi so tired ... but second nite was the best ........... = )

Next morning went to arcade play had lunch .. go back room ... my cutie pie went to slp again .. i didnt want him slp cos he slp so much ... It like he slp not becos he is tired but it a habit he become .......... so i lied beside him while he snore i keep disturbing him .. shake him to wake up ... bite him ......... keep toking to him ..... he jus doesnt want to wake up ...... i so sad ....... i slp beside him looking at him .. saw his irritated face ..... = ( he was like wanting to scold mi ...... ...... but he didnt he jus turn his back to face mi .. than look at his back ... i cried ... i don know why i cried ... maybe cos i haven been seeing him and yet this is the way he treated mi ... i cover the blanket from my toe to my head....... cry and cry (slient) until i fall aslp ..... i don know when i fall aslp.... but when i wake up ....... i saw the blanket is not covering my face anymore ...... and i m slping on my cutie pie should .... i don know how i end up slping on his should ...... but some how i feel happy ... Lol he seem hugging mi tight .. than i forgot everything abt him ignoring mi when he was slping ....... love is jus so blind ............ i keep asking how did my head end up on his shoulder ...... and he keep saying magic ... -__-" ... some how i really wish when i was slping ... he is looking at my thinking i m so cute .. LOL !!!!!!!! cos when he slp i really like looking at him ... like a baby ..... = )

during the nite ...... around 1 am then slp cos he was watching the race car....... i was pretty tired so i lied on the bed first while he sitting there watching tv .........when the race finish he still watching the person toking ........when i hear the toking part i become more tired .... LOl... than he switch off the tv and there goes our nite sleeping this time i got no strength to watch him slp cos i m really tired.... but a bit sad cos it the last day and tml he going to work again.... 645 he going to wake up ... so hope he had a good slp ... i feel like we are old couple ..... i don know why ... jus feel like we are not anymore those dating couple .......... some time i hope he pay a bit more attention to mi ....... example ..... look into my eyes and say "i love u " sincerly ... hug mi from behind .......... bla bla bla ..........

when 645 am strike ....... he already woke up ..... i open my eye saw him walking to the out of the toliet ... than he pack his things ........ i walk him down ....... hug and good bye kiss.......... and i already started to miss him already ....... i saw him walk away ....... went back to room and slp but feel that the bed had more space ..... really miss him ....... although we jus spend 1 1/2 day together ....... It like nv been enough for mi ..... = ) really miss him

Memories

U promise that u tried to met mi on fri ...... i was excited .. but sadly again u say u will be working late ..... so we cant met ......


remember last time u took ur time cycle all the way from ur house to mine .... now is jus memories...


on sat i was working hoping to see u although i m still angry abt friday ... cos u didnt even msg mi when u reach hm ... tot u coming ..... and again ......u sms mi say u going dinner wif ur parents and grandmom ..... we cant met .... i almost break down ...


remember last time christmas ..... ur parents came to sg ....... when i was working .... i left my wallet in the shop no money to go home not even bus fare.... u came all the way down from woodland ur grandmom's house... pass mi some money.. and sent mi home


I always feel i m giving too much and u giving too little .... i feel so bitter ......


Thing Change .........


so do u .........


Let all these be memories ......

Jia YoU !!!!!!

H mmm hi everyone long time no see ........ Miss Mi Huh ? LOl = )

Well Due to my internet break down and also exam time .... i didnt online for almost 1 week or more i guess...... Anyway now HOLIDAY Yeahh !!!!! YippY!!!

Holiday i going to really go on diet ! i even bought Wt Machine ... SEE i m serious this TIme .>>. lOL... but don know will success anot ... Jus now .. Candy and mi decided to slim down by this yr ..... Lol Don know can anot = p I really wan to slim la ....... LIke the Jing Shang Sung... LOl wahaha she damn cute le. ...

I bought new swim costume... Pls give mi the determination ............... = ) Jai YOu Pig!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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