sch start

well well....... sch started .... 2 days liao ........ nthing much to say actually.... i realised i am more close up than last time ..... not tt i doesnt wan to make friend .... but i prefer to b alone.... i know is a bad habit..... but ...... i have mood swing.... so ... i can get easily change in mood ! like suddenly toketive... or suddenly quiet..... i know tt not good...... but i jus cant help it ! ......... damn ! wad m i suppose to do ! ........

Wad really LOve......

Well today went for sch orentation..... it was fun ...... wif two cute leader...... one look like edison .... n one look like Luo zhi xiang ...... hahaha cute n funny guy ~ .......
After tt went to Tampinese Mall wif shan ........ Sagita say he will reach abt 730 ...... so mi n shan was slacking around ......... n i saw Jenny ............ hehe she was working ............. abt 8pm shan's bf came....... keen ......... i felt werid...... why hasnt sagita reached.......... i mean he should b earlier ...... so i called his hp ............ who know it was off............ i was so worried.............. total i make abt 20plus calls ......... but non of them i could get through........ i was really really sad... n worried......... i felt like crying !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =( i look around if there was him.... but no sight of him at all...............
FInally i recieve a pt call .......... iT him!!!!!!!!!!! thank GOd!!!!!!!!!!! tHankk god! really ........... when he came.. i didnt say anything i jus hug him.............. n cry......... i was crying badly....... i mean i have nv felt tis way b4 at all ! nv ! i don know why................ i scolded him ............ why nv on phone ..... guess wad he left him hp at home! damn ~ haizzzzz...... i guess tis is lOve

WHy do ppl always laST mIN !

i don understand why thing will cope up last min ! men !i bought the bread ~ i bought eggs(10) ~i bought hotdog ! ........ damn ~ ............ i m not blaming my friends for not able to come .......... we actually plan last thur ~ but due to some ....... friend say is would b better to b on fri .. next day no need work=/ can rest more........ ok total i got 3 friends..... so these was saying fri better..... so ok ........ we made it next week which is tml ~fri .......... but who know thing .....nv get settle ........... another friend called mi say......bad new ~ ......... i knew it when she call mi ! bad sense ! .... she can go....... well....... it not tt i blame her ! but i hate last min ~ n i already been so excited abit it .......... my bf tot of taking MC........ when he know it cancel....... he say he will go back work ! halo! so i m the wan who is left alONe~............ i don blame ...... but can i b at least angrY ! or mad ~...... so i m suppose to eat all the bread n egg n hotdogs ! myself tml .............

Bad sEnse~

when i was abt to go home... my sense was telling mi something bad....... very bad... this bad sense make my stomach felt bitter...i hate tis feeling ! although my grandma was beside mi but ... i still felt moody n sad... well acutally there is reason for it ... i was thinking alot abt money not enough ~ ....... haven been seeing my baby..... and abt my fear abt dad ........haizz.... suddenly my head was spinning....... i felt giddy ......... (bcos i was on the bus ) well jus rite.... when i reach hm .... he is at hm ~ .......... =/ although nth happen ...... i jus hope he is not hm ........ maybe forever or maybe i not at hm forever..........
i hate to write abt him in my blog !!!!!! but he is the only one who make mi sad ! not becos i care abt him ........ becos don like the fear i m having ! i hate it ! ....... lying on the bed like a baby .... fearing ....... men .......
TT it ! no more of tt men !

I hAte HIM TOuch MY tHIngs!

damn piss off... when i reach hm at nite yesterday.... i saw my shelf was neatly pack ! well.. is not tt i don like my shelf is neatly pack ... but i jus dislike the person to touch my shelf... ! my clothes hang around was disappear too ! i don understand why mus he touch my thing ! HE! the person in this world i hate most !... let mi tell u the reason why i hate it... u see.... if is my grandma who touch my shelf ... i don mind... cos she is innocent.... n nv will scold mi ... well for him.. many reason for packing my shelf... first... look for suspicious thing ... like love letter... or photos of guy or anything.... or something like my diary... trust mi he will take a look at them.. i have no privacy in this room ! well... wad the next reason ... he now help u pack... next time when thing piss him off... he will use tis n scold u ... say wad why i soo dirly..... don even know how to pack my own thing... say i m a big girl liao... bla bla bla .... girl should b clean ! well is not tt i nv pack b4... i will pack once i free.. but he jus thing i m dirty! do u thing is fair for mi ... i mean ppl should b happy when someone help u to pack .. but i jus simply not ! becos i know somehoe oneday i will get scolding for tt !
next ... worse ! when i reach hm he was ironing my clothes ! n my bro too .. but mine was alot... which i told u i hang in my room ! ... is a house clothes.. i wear at hm ! so do u think is need to iron? ... damn ... the more he do tt next time i getting big one (scolding) damn damn damn ! i hate sunday ! becos he got nth better to do ! .... more thing .. there was once he scold mi say why nv separate my bra n panties away from my bro ..... say wad i mus waSH Myself ... actually... do u know why he scold tt for ... my bro nv mind anything ...... nv ! is he himself... mi n my bro nv wash our clothes he will jus act and wash for us n hang for us... e saw my panties n bra... it jus make him flame ! n now ! i separate my basket from my bro i wash myself..... gueess wad ! he threw them into the washin machine wif my bro one ! so isnt it the same .. all my panties n bra are mix ! look ! sometime is not my fault ! tt f**king fellow ~ jus did tt ! in the end he hang the clothes...... no body is begging him to do tt! nobody ! tell u ..... i bet one day i will get scolding again ! god bless mi ~ ..... haiz... life isnt smooth at all ...... my suffering came from him ~ .....

life is great having u

Morning, went tiong ba ru ... bought 2 flowers for mother day ... one for my 4th aunt and another of cos ... to my dearest ah ma ! haha i remember i told her i bought flower for her... she tot u wan give her money ! haha cant blame .. my grandma same as mi money face! hee $_$...(how i gave my aunt her flower) i went to her house... the door was close... so i slowly slowly walk ... reach the door.. i put the baby pink flower at her door... and then i walk away ... n went to his house... on the way .. i call my aunt... to see wad she doing... so i told her to open the door she tot i coming ... so went open all she saw was tt beautiful flower... haha ...she call mi to get my ass back her house... hahah ...of cos i didnt ....
Afternoon, i waited for him at his house .... watch tv... online ... msn ... i spent a very boring afternoon .... untill abt 4plus he came back home ... he bought the phone for mi .... n he bought his adidas shoe too ... after tt we went to orchard ... look for my grandpa first.. to tell him today everyone went Bugis... than we went to buy the style book where the pages are all black in colour ... n bought a white pan .... after than we went TAKA ... to look for skirt... ZARA>.. bought a shirt at ZARA i love their shirt cos the always fit my well ... hee ... the skirt cost $75 .. i was abit heartach for him... but i really love tt skirt... =/ after tt went to wishma ... he say he having headach ... i wan abit sad cos ... i hardly go shopping ..... than i kept quiet ... after that went body shop buy perfume.. my first perfume last time ...ocean... after tt went far east ... jus look around ... than went bugis to look for my cousin...
Nite, abt 9 he left ... n left me n my cousin... the best ting was he left 10 buck n still treat mi ice cream ~ hahaha i love tt icecream ... but is jus tt i cant finish it ... such a pity... n my cousin ate it... we tok while we ate the icecream.. we ate the icecream while we walk hahhaa ... i jus notice there is alot of commen between mi n him... or him n mi ... haha the first place was at the mosbuger... the last place was at the bus stop .... waiting for my bus... in between these places... there were more places ... the warm n the cool... haha ... the laziness of taking the stair ... n a girl where she tried to act cute... n mature... e... wif a angmo somemore.. swinging her hands... yuck ! tt make mi sick ! anyway i really enjoy alot! alot ! today

took new print wif my Grand ma !

Surprisingly ! today i went out..... well not tution of cos ! haha 1week 5 days of tution is tiring ~ but fun too actually ... ok back to topic... went out wif my Ah ma ,Tay Ah Lang, no kidding haha i love to call her by her name...u know why... tis lady always wonder around... if u call ah ma all the old ladies will turn n look ... so is better to call by name haha =p
We went china town ... Bought a shirt for her n she change immidiately .... kee .. after tt ... we went orchard ... look for my grand dad... after tt we went wondering around in orchard ... so i tot of asking her to take photo wif mi .. at first tot of going the photoshot... at cine... but exp la ~ haha so we went simple new print shop ~ haha tis the first time she went ! of cos she is blur don know wad to do.. i kept repeating .. look there look here haha .... haha change the background also...so nowdays took finish still can decorate rite... so we went out .. to decorate out pictures ~ haha she kept nagging don put too much thing ... not nice ... haha like aunty ! in the end the pictures was really really nice! i love it she love it too .... =) after tt i went home... show my bro ... he was laughing... rare tt old lady would like this ... but i can b sure tt she really enjoy it ! =)