today ........ went to k box and movie wif candy ........ really gald she is free .... . becos .... don know who else .... is free....... He went to pula ubin cycle ........ so i have to find my own activity .... sorry candy ..... lOL ..... u not my spare tire k ! .... u my Dearest xiao mei ..... great shopping wif u ..... it seem like we today really spend alot le ...... LOL k box ...... movie ....... ur skirt and top ... and food ...... Lol..... we bought the same TOP again!!!!!!!!!!! lol .........
after shopping at zara ..... i told her tt all for today ....cos i tot might be meeting him .... but jus nice he say ...... he going to slp soon ..... = ( ..... haiz the was 630 ... he really tired ... cos he woke up very late....... my heart really wanted to see him even not tt i wan him to come down .... i tot of going to see him...... but it is always not the way he think...... felt abit unhappy but no choice ......... have to go back tt house ..... while walking to the bus stop .. feel really lonely so i don wana recieve any call or make any call..... so i jus switch off my hp.... i don know wad on my mind when i was in the bus ....... it seem blank ...... couldnt think much ... guess i m tired too ...
When reach hm .... light off ... door off ...... window close + ) he is not at hm ........ great ..... on the tv ....... on com .... and jus slack .........bath ....... than now .. typing my blog again ........ LOl ........ my feeling rite now is jus like the day when i was with alex........ i guess i become to dependent on him..... i realise it hard to go without him........ pretty bad.... i don wish to be like tt .. i still wan to be my strong women ....... can any one tell mi how not to b to dependent on him? ....... stay at hm ? i hate hm ..... go out wif friend? not always cos where got tt money ..... go out alone ? i will keep thinking ........ haizzz... go to hell then ............. LOL ................. god accompany.... = ) tt all for today .......
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