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Saturday, November 18, 2006

Thing Change

what a boring day ... so dried and so restless ...

i felt my house become jus a hotel ... becos there is ppl who i don know sleep in the same room as me .... they stay few days and goes....

i felt no self of belonging anymore

revenge lead to nothing .... revenge will only get itself hurt ...
i know .. i m toking nonsense again .....

my birthday is coming ... but i felt nothing ... empty ...
i m starting to pretend and fake again...
i remember during secondary school days ... i came across this phrase ....

" WHy do i have to smile when i m sad , why do i have to laugh when i m not happy, why do i have to pretend there is nothing happened at all , why do i have to pretend everything is alrite , why do i have force myself not to cry .... when i couldnt even control myself ..."

i edited some of it ...

i wet my bed again .....

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