what a boring day ... so dried and so restless ...
i felt my house become jus a hotel ... becos there is ppl who i don know sleep in the same room as me .... they stay few days and goes....
i felt no self of belonging anymore
revenge lead to nothing .... revenge will only get itself hurt ...
i know .. i m toking nonsense again .....
my birthday is coming ... but i felt nothing ... empty ...
i m starting to pretend and fake again...
i remember during secondary school days ... i came across this phrase ....
" WHy do i have to smile when i m sad , why do i have to laugh when i m not happy, why do i have to pretend there is nothing happened at all , why do i have to pretend everything is alrite , why do i have force myself not to cry .... when i couldnt even control myself ..."
i edited some of it ...
i wet my bed again .....
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