Rainy stand for tears.....

...... where have u been ........ why arent u the one i know when we first met ........ a responsible guy ....... and caring .......... loving ....... Wad make u change ........... issit becos u think tt i really love u that i wont leave u ..... so u doesnt need to show so much care for mi ! u FOol ! ......... i m a girl ! not a butch ! ...... even a animal need love all the time! Think abt it urself ........... jus 1 day ! used to have a morning msg ...... now ! ...... don even have ........ nvm abt this ... forget it ........ a call or a sms might b simple ...... i will b satified .. if u jus drop a sweet little msg ........ or a call to say missss u or wadever ! ........... did u ! huh ! .... all u say is busy busy busy ! ......... u selfish idiot busterd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! some time i feel like giving up ............. it might b little thing to u guy ......... it meant alot to mi .......... i don expect to see u alot ......... all i ask is a little love show from u .......... Thank u sooooooooo much for going down personally to mustafa to check the price for mi .......... i was surprise ..... that .... u jus log off from msn ........ than jus head to mustafa urself ...... wifout giving mi a call or sms say u going .......... thank alot........while i still tot u slping ........ thank alot ........ u tell mi how much i meant to u ......... i don know ....... if is my fault to think so much or wad ........... i don know ............... i jus feel very down rite now ...... if i don write out .... i feel worse....... if falling in love is so difficult ....... i rather give up ...... i hate those day i lie on my sofa crying .......... i hate it ! if this is going to continue ..... i m sorry........ u can say i m childish ...... u can say i m petty...... i m going give up this relationship even though i love u ..... i don think u are still seeing my blog as it been a long time since i last wrote ......... u do or do not ....... it doesnt matter .............. anymore .............