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Saturday, July 16, 2005

BAd day

bad day as i mention .... =( morning was really great .... great until i tot it was my happiest day in my life ...... but when u are happy there is always sad... i almost forgot abt tis logic .... when ... the rest of the day Sux to the core ! ...........
I tAlk too loudly tt ppl could hear my words... the words i said was not plansent......something will give bad impresion of the person eardropping my conversation.... he stop mi ... say tt i say too loud... i realised... but i felt something werid la ..... n i got angry....... embaresse i gues....... the feeling wasnt great ......... not at all ....... i got abit angry well.... maybe very angry...... tis started my Sux day................. everything next was worse n worse ........
he got piss off wif mi ...... n started to tok to mi in a fierce way.... to mi it was ....... i was scare ..... scare tt he jus walk away........ tt wad alex do last time .......i knew tt if he is going to walk away my heart will sank ... i doesnt know how to explain it ........... although later part i said sorry..... i still felt unsecure.... i don know why it seem like ..... there will have more tis kind of thing happening next time ..... which i don wan to ....... i jus don felt good abt it ........ everytime come to tis kind of situation ... i would wan to b alone ....... or rush to say Break up ....... tis kind of feeling is jus exactly like last time when i m wif alex........... tt sux men ..........

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