My bOrIng Life

2009-08-19T03:06:00.000-07:00

I am very confuse with my life....

I am making things worse. I am not on the right mind.... I think I am crazy.

I don't know who to love, worth to love. Seriously, what happened to me.... I am just killing myself. Do you ever believe you can love or like more then 1 guy... How can it possibly happen. I think I am just decieving myself. None of them worth my love, nor me....

Sagita Sagita ..... if only you were point 1,2. haha no body will know the point 1 2 but me. A secret that cannot be shared....

I want to be a kuala bear that cling onto a guy that i love and love me forever ...... Ya ... i love sagita... but still not a reason to support on forgiving him....

Any strong tree around that i can cling onto ..... !

2009-02-25T06:46:00.000-08:00

他今天突然打给我。。。。

看见他的名字出现在我的电话。。。那种心情真的很难解释。。。
开心。。。惊讶。。。欣慰。。。

中午时他打来。。。

放工后他又打来。。。。

我的妈呀。。。。。爱我吗！！！！

挂电话时，　你还说会在打　给我。。。。　＝（　

2009-02-21T08:20:00.000-08:00

好难受啊。。。

走进G2000 就好像到处都看见他的身影。。。白色的衬衫。。。
他常穿的衬衫。

好心痛哦。。。也好想念他的背影哦。。。。
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看见他上线。。。
他在干嘛啊。。。

2009-02-20T05:41:00.000-08:00

我好痛苦啊。。。

表面的笑容
内心的悲痛

才第三天，我真的受不了。。。。
没听到你的声音。没听看到你的脸孔。。。你的笑声什么都没了。。。
我的妈呀！！！

我要这么活啊。。。。
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你说很感激我给你的礼物。。。可是我这么感觉不到呢。。。。
你说看见我写给你的信很感动。。。可是我一点感觉都没有。。。
你说你会把信收藏起来。。。你真的会吗？

我好想你。。。　

2009-02-19T18:34:00.000-08:00

不追问到底为什么　是我最后的温柔

想笑着附和说分开是好的

但我们却怎么　一起哭了

我舍不得　可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得　只是该停了

没有我你要好好的我舍不得　

最后一次抱紧你了

我们错过的　错了就错了

不用担心我　我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我　是微笑的

亲爱的　有你牵着我的那些日子

真的好快乐

我舍不得　可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得　只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我舍不得　最后一次抱紧你了

我们错过的　错了就错了

不用担心我　我走了

2009-02-18T23:54:00.000-08:00

有一种爱叫做放手 ...

By Cory Martinez
At first we loved, but not again.
We met at the room,
and we talked ever since.
We stood starring at each other,
I wondered the time, we'd
Stand together. Holding hands
as we walk down the street,
I wondered when our lips
Would meet.
My heart is broken, u seemto ignore, The pain
I have, when u left me sore.
Our love was strong In which now your
heart is blind to see, now I feel
that your love has forgotten
completely about me.
Well all in all I'm heartbroken
Without u by my side,I wish we could love each
other like we did that one time.

2009-02-18T23:35:00.000-08:00

She sits at her sit watching her crush
Watching him laugh, speak, the way he says her name
Making her smile as well just from hearing him
Wanting more than friendship
But knowning she can't have him
She loves another...
Letting her heart break and mend again
She watches on being the unknown
All the things she feels for her crush
He may never know how she feels
Not wanting to ruin the friendship they have
So she sits an is silent saying not a word
For she is the unknown

想念他的笑声。。。他的埋怨。。。他的身影。。。

2009-02-18T22:03:00.001-08:00

我的忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍

2009-02-18T19:37:00.000-08:00

烦烦烦烦烦烦

2009-02-17T06:20:00.000-08:00

过了这么久。。。我才决定放弃。。。

真舍不得。。。舍不得。。。

哎。。。。

2009-01-14T08:33:00.000-08:00

Today -14 Jan 2009 , I came to Simin house to stay over. She was packing her messy, disgusting , junk room. And she found something very very presious... Our Upper Serangoon Secondary school Magazines... No values can be given to these Mags. From year 2000 - 2004. 4 good years in that school.

Really miss the school... seriously love the school ...

After looking at those events that took place in the school, I really regret not having to enjoy myself fully. Instead, I always complaint and complaint about those events. Just cant wait to go back home early....

I turn from page to page... I saw Alex photo... I almost forgot how he look. I looked carefully at the old , black-white picture.... I look so hard and didnt want to take my eyes always from that face.... I want to remember that face again. I don know why I had time feeling...

It been 6 years. 2 tearful years and 4 good years... He can never be forgotten ... When I saw his face, the feeling came back. Not my feeling for him but the feeling when we were together. That face made me so MAD ,ANGRY ,PISSED and Upset. Very upset... His everything used to be mine. The person I used to own ... The guy that I tell everyone he is mine, is no longer mine.

Haiz, I miss him. Very much. Whenever I am in Town, I would always wonder if I will see him. I wonder if we will bump into each other. Just like 6 years back, I saw him with the Japanese girl at Ceni...

My First love - Alex Nguyen Vietanh

2008-11-19T06:58:00.000-08:00

Life is werid...

How can Life be so WEIRD and WEIRD. I hate my life. Not that is not good. Is just that I am good but haizz don really know how to explain.

Tml is the day. I invited my secondary school friends, some can make it , some cant. Understand is jus a weird timing. However I am dissappointed with some who I invited but have yet to reply. We been in 1 particular school for 5 yrs and this is how friendship is treated. Sad. really sad .

Anyway I am truning 21 this coming sun. I am not excited at all. Wadever , I feel is going to be a sux day.

I just want to be ALONE

2008-10-03T20:18:00.000-07:00

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We make them cry who care for us.

We cry for those who never care for us.

And we care for those who will never cry for us.

This is the truth of life, its strange but true.

Will I change to care for the one who care for me?

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我的生日快到了。。。 11 月23日。。。时间过的真快啊。。。已经想好要这么过了。。。本想出国的可是钱不够哈哈。。。没办法啦。。。就在国内庆祝吧。。。

这几天常常为喜欢的人哭。。。应为喜欢才哭嘛。。。不喜欢哭什么屁啊。。。应为在乎所以被他玩得团团转。。。哈哈问题好像每次都出现我这。。。小气，疑心病，不体谅。。。。等等。。。

我要的他给不到我。。。该这么办呢。。。哎。。。

2008-09-07T02:12:00.002-07:00

My Little Secret within me- Teletubby 我心里的小密密- 娃娃

哈哈大家好。。。今天的心情特别好哦。。。

我发现了一个有趣的网站。。。有很多女生在爱情上受到很多打击。。。我读了她们的心声真的为她们伤心。。。也很想哭哦。。。

可能是自己也受过伤害，所以可以了解女人的心声。。。我身边的每个朋友都被伤害过。。我自己也对感情开始没什么信心了。。。我和我男友很好。。只不过每个感情都会有它们的问题。。。

童话故事是骗人的！！！说什么幸福快乐的在一起。。。　白吃才会信　。。。　

心情好是因为想通了。。。　不想再为感情问题而烦恼。。　我只想自由自在的过生活。。。　
我的意思不是要放弃我的这段感情。。。　只是学会不要太认真。。。　
想太多对自己　也不好啊。。。　

心里的那个小蜜蜜真的让我好开心呀。。。　那种感觉很特别。。。　不想失去这种感觉。。。　
心里的那个他。。。。　

2008-08-24T03:30:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody !

好久没写日记了。。。因为太忙了。。。也变懒了。。哈哈真是的。。。

我都过的很好啦。。。男友还是很爱我。。。也很疼爱我。。。可是没这么快结婚。。。哈哈。。

2008-06-04T01:40:00.000-07:00

thế nào có thể tôi là đâm ra yêu hai người

tôi không nghĩ tôi yêu nó .
không ! là tôi không cho rằng

nó ích kỷ , confident và hợm . tôi ghét nó

2008-05-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

今天，看了一部电影叫SpeedRacer。有我的韩国rain。。。他好帅啊。。。。
哈哈。。。好开心见到他哈哈哈哈快疯掉。。。

我发现我每次来到伯克都回想到他。。。是个坏习惯吧。。。没办法。。。
不知道要写什么。。。想他吧。。。他在想我吗。？

2008-05-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

好难忘哦。。。你到底做了什么让我这么难忘记你。。。
我的心还是有点难过。。。

很希望你再打给我。。。很希望能再见到你。。。。很希望能再听你的埋怨。。。
很希望再知道你的一切。。。很希望能碰见你。。。我想你

你有想我吗。。。
我不知道你的心在想什么。。。你也不知我心吧。。。

你会在打来吗？

2008-05-08T06:27:00.001-07:00

他昨天传简讯给我！
我还以为是有人传错了。。。　因为我把他的号码删除了。。　
想了一儿才知道是他。。。　
我没有回复他。。。　因为我很生气。。。　

他的简讯说。。。　真的真的很抱歉没联络你。。　你在干嘛？找到工作了吗。。。　

为什么可以那么容易的说抱歉。。。　一句抱歉就让我原谅你。。。　我可是等了快一个月了
每天想。好不容易快要忘了。。　而你又回到我的脑海里。。。　你很过分耶！

昨晚，凌晨12点打给我。。。我没接（睡得很熟。。）

你到底要什么。。。　

2008-05-06T08:00:00.000-07:00

好忙啊。。。。时间突然过的很快。。。根本没好好的休息。。。
开工有3天了。。。就好像做了3个月。。。
好多要学。。。我会加油的。。。

那个他还是没被我忘掉。。。
我还是会想到他。。。

2008-05-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

开始工作了。。。第二天我就感觉很忙了。。。以后的日子会更忙。。。

这也好。。。不会想太多。。。
偶尔还是会想他。。。可是没比以前严重。。。

2008-04-30T08:18:00.000-07:00

今天和我婆婆到处走走。。。从早上2点到晚上8点。。。。真累。。。

帮她买了一件衣服。。。今天她因该算很开心吧。。。因为呆在家很多天都没出门。。。

那粉红色的发夹可爱吧。。。我的哦。。。

今天那个他还是有浮现在我的脑海里。。。不再是每分每秒。。。偶尔罢了。。
忘了是一件不容易的事。。。慢慢来吧。。不急。。。

2008-04-28T07:04:00.000-07:00

快两个礼拜了。。。。

晚上的生活好多了。。。 = ）开心也不痛苦。。。　
昨晚好开心哦。。。　我的小学同学过她的２１生日。。。　好好玩。。　
我和她的朋友玩到凌晨５点才睡呢。。。　累的我受不了。。。　真的很高兴。。。

希望每一晚都不会伤心的想着他。。。

2008-04-25T08:21:00.000-07:00

我呢。。。最最最讨厌别人翻我的东西了。。。
所以。。。我很生气。。。非常生气。。。

一想到就要发大火了。。。三字经都想念出来。。。
不尊重我。。。也别想我尊敬你。。。。

气死我了。。。

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！臭鸡蛋。。。。王八蛋。。。。
没有你更好。。。。

2008-04-23T05:39:00.000-07:00

我发现了原因。。。
发现了你为什么会恨心的不理我。。。

因为是我的错。。。那是因为我天生就是这样。。。
我无法改变这事实。。。对不起。。。可能下到你。。。

我非常明白。。。

我也会恨心的把你忘了。。。。把一切的你忘的一干二净。。。
再见了

我还是会很难过。。。心还是会很痛。。。每晚。。。。

2008-04-20T07:53:00.000-07:00

时间会帮我冲淡一切。。。
我还是无法把他忘的一干二净。。。
可是我会加油的。。。

2008-04-18T03:44:00.000-07:00

心理还是很不好过。。。

快要一个礼拜了。。。我的心还是七上八下。。。

我很残忍的不理别人。。。不管别人的心痛。。。不管别人的心意。。。
只理他对我的每一举动。。。

而我是他不管的一个人。。。我感受到心得痛。。。脑子了从满了他。。。

希望我能尽快把他的回忆给忘了。。。

我不爱他，只是产生了喜欢。。。

2008-04-17T20:47:00.000-07:00

和你们分享我上班的店。。。。

拍得不是很好。。。。

2008-04-15T07:33:00.000-07:00

今天店里又没有生意。。。
闷的要命。。。

20/4 我就没做了。。。得去找一份我真正要做的公。。。
不知道会找到这么样的一份。。。

我希望是每天忙忙碌碌的。。。忙的我没时间想东想西。。。

今天又好像在等电话。。。
等啊等。。。等到头发要发白了。。。

没等到。。。很失望。。
至少让我明白 “不可能”这三个字。。。

2008-04-14T05:44:00.000-07:00

好闷哦。。。烦烦又闷闷。。。。

和大家分享一首范亦成歌叫 =放手=
好好听。。。歌词里有我特别喜欢的。。。

今天他没打给我。。。
昨晚他对我说我的简讯对他很重要。。。
开心当然是有的。。。
可是觉得他不在乎我。。。
是我自己自找麻烦的。。。

2008-04-12T02:35:00.001-07:00

今天没什么事发生。。。

只是有点无聊。。。

好想我的男朋友。。。他在干嘛呢？。。。

我老爸去了马来西亚。。。买了好多东西。。。我今天穿了一件他买的衣服。。。

我好喜欢。。。

在店里无聊的要命。。。

今天的衣服。。。

他在干嘛呢。。。。

为什么没打给我。。。

2008-04-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

我快疯了。。。
我不知我这么了。。。
我的脑不停的想他。。。

我快疯了。。疯了。。。

今天早上，我们见面了。。。我们还一起吃早餐。
我好开心哦。。。他昨晚还和我通电话到凌晨1点
好久没有这种感觉了。。。

当只剩我一个人时。。。我就不停的在想。。。想的我的脑要爆了。。。
走到哪想到哪。。。

2008-04-07T22:23:00.000-07:00

hello 。。。

昨天去探望我婆婆。。。她好多了。。。
话也很多。。讲个不停。。哈哈
我还被她气的快死了。。。上厕所不要护士帮。。。根本不怕跌到

就算是这样。。至少很放心。。因为总比不能讲话和走动来的好。。。

他又打给我了。。。
从手机看见他的名字真的让我心跳加速。。。。

我忍。。忍。。忍。。。一直忍。。
就不听。。。好辛苦。。。
后来传了简讯给我问“你在忙啊？”
这么办。。。

2008-04-05T21:34:00.001-07:00

前两天我的婆婆进了医院。。。她忽然呼吸困难。。进了急诊室
那天晚上我好担心。。。听到我爸说我婆婆需要机器帮她呼吸因为她的心脏太罗。。。

我冲洗时，在厕所哭了。。。真的崩溃。。心里真的很怕。。我不能想象她的痛苦
那天晚上我并没去看她，因为以很晚了。。。可是晚上根本睡不着。。我还是不停的哭
我外婆和我真的非常要好。。我们说话就好像朋友一样。有时我对她也非常的没礼貌可是我真的很尊敬她的。。因为是她把我养大的而也从来没有怨言。。

我真的不敢想象没有她的日子。。。。。

幸好，她的病情好多了。。。也不需要那机器帮忙呼吸。。。可是还需要留院检查。。。
希望她早日康复。。。

那天我传了简讯给他，他一有空就打给我问我婆婆这么了。。。我真的控制不住要哭。。
就哭得好凄惨。。。
可是就那通电话。。。就没有了。。。
我决定忘了他。。。他不是我的。。。。而我也不是他的。。。
我们之间没有爱。。。

2008-04-02T02:30:00.000-07:00

太好了。。。

终于都对了。。。真的让我头大。。。心情也愉快了许多

我昨天看了看我的电话简讯，有几则是不错的。

曾经拥有的不要 -忘记-
属于自己的不要 -放弃-
辛苦的得来更要 -珍惜-
已经失去的当作 -回忆-
走过的路已成 -过去-

还有好多。。懒得打出来。。。

昨天他并没有打给我。。。。闷
好像整天都在等电话。。。

2008-04-01T02:29:00.000-07:00

我好累啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
做来做去都不对。。。。我要疯了啦！！！！！！！

真的很累啊。。。。

今天特别想他。
昨晚我们又通电话了。。。好开心。。。哈哈
不知今天他会不会再打给我呢？

2008-03-28T03:21:00.000-07:00

今天好懒哦！。。。有好多东西需要做可是就是很懒阿。。。。

懒懒懒阿。。。。。

哈哈

我好想念他。。。不应该想他的。。可是就是很想耶

每次接到他的电话我是非常的高兴。。。不过。。

我感觉我们没什么话题好讲的。。

为什么他会打给我呢？。。。　那个猪头！

他就是那个猪头！

2008-03-26T09:28:00.000-07:00

亲爱的朋友们。。。

你们好吗？哈哈哈哈每天公做的我好累啊。。。可是！无所未啦！有钱拿就行了。。。　我在储蓄哦。。。　

王丽，周美甜快储蓄啦。。。　来我国玩玩。。。　我陪你们玩３天３夜哈哈哈

今天公做很忙哦。。。　忙得我快累倒了。。。有新货到就的做好多多的东西。。。。

和大家分享我的照片！

我的英雄哈哈

2008-03-14T21:16:00.000-07:00

让我想你的人是你
让我恨你的人也是你

我快疯了。。。你到底对我是什么感觉！！！

我好讨厌你啊！！！
你让我每分每秒都想见到你。。。　你认我每分每秒都想拥抱你。。。　

我只不过是你的替代品。。。　。。。

extint animals

2008-03-08T20:28:00.000-08:00

我在上网帮我表妹找绝种的动物。。。我发现了这个网站。。。非常奇妙。。

好多稀奇古怪的动物阿。。。
想和大家分享。。。

http://www.50birds.com/extan/gextanimals5.htm

2008-03-06T23:39:00.000-08:00

我好烦啊。。。

快要毕业了。。。可是我却还没去找工作。。。真没用。
我好想有恐惧镇是的。不知要做这么样的工。
就是没什么信心。怕做的不开心。哎呀！
我想太多啦。。　=（

烦烦烦！

2008-02-28T20:32:00.000-08:00

好烦啊！！！

在新加玻什么都是钱钱钱！！！！这个月的打工钱说多也不多，说少也不少。。。。
可是，有太多东西得买。比如说。。。车费，吃饭钱，还得存钱。。。在加上朋友的生日礼物等。。。。和朋友到餐厅吃晚餐。啊！！！！赚来的好像跟本不能有储蓄！。。。

我不想花钱啊！！！！哭哭！

2008-02-20T20:08:00.000-08:00

大家好！哈哈

好久没写日记了，应为好懒哦。。。　

今天呢是华人的最后一天的新年了。时间真的过的好快。快到我都不知道我到底在干些什么。

我好像在浪费时间。

新年时我到了“牛车水”逛逛。

我亲爱的stacy 和 mable 可能不知道吧。牛车水是这里的传统华人的地盘。哈哈。大家都到牛车水般年货。

我有照片和你们分享。

闷

2008-01-28T22:39:00.000-08:00

来到麦当劳是因为要看由件。。。可是那个王丽和美甜没上网。小丫头王丽又没发由件给我。好闷呀！闷闷真于闷。

我的臭男友又再次放我鸽子！臭男人！！！！！！！

王丽公司没给你新的有件地址吗！！！！！！　什么吗！快疯了！

ｔｏｄａｙ

2008-01-25T00:21:00.000-08:00

一知道王丽要去開發市我就不開心 , 因為我們不能一起發郵件了. 不知道何時再能有王麗的消息.
幸好美甜沒事. 還是很辛苦吧.

我發現人生的每一段都會有很大的變化. 我回來又是一個無所事是的人. 不知道要往哪個方向走.
開心就好.

我現在打得是胎灣的華文. 好難打啊．．．．．．．．　

又爽约。

2008-01-21T01:41:00.000-08:00

我很累阿！！

答应了我却又反悔。我坐在这有五个小时了。等的就是时间的倒来。在最后的一秒都可能会改变。打给他时，他还在上班。不是头一次，无所谓啦！只是很伤罢了。

天阿！！！　
坐的我屁股痛。

对你们的想念

2008-01-17T00:06:00.000-08:00

我回来有两个礼拜了。回来时真的好开心。看见想念的人我不禁掉泪。好开心。
回来了，可是家里又没网无法和王丽，美甜联络。I miss you very much too ！哈哈。
我到处介绍大家我的亲爱的王丽。哈哈拿着她的照片到处走。

我好想我的舒舍！我的床！我的班公桌！和同事们。没想到我们的巨里这么远。。。

今天因为家没网所以来到麦当劳借用网线。第一件事就是看邮件。看到王丽发给我，我和大家在机场的拍的照片。好好看喔。有好开心。可是对大家的念也多了。

好想好想。。　。　

Rain

2007-12-02T17:09:00.000-08:00

I like Rain because ...

I like You.

Pictures.

2007-11-26T23:02:00.000-08:00

1 week Summary

2007-11-26T22:41:00.000-08:00

Okay, I know I been MIA for 1 week or more. I m just simply lazy to blog = p ...

Anyway i will summarize what I had been doing.

Firstly we went to a hotel. Not to sleep but to have dinner, Buffet Steamboat. With?
Here is the exciting part. We went with Racheal, Wenny as usualy PLUS Rita and Ken.
Who is Ken? well a manager of sales department. He is a funny guy. Too bad I didnt have his pictures. Hmm maybe I can take from the DB of my company hahaha = p..
Anyway he is funny he recently had a bad diarroea "LAO SAI". We keep teasing him about LAO SAI, during the dinner. It was a fantastic dinner. We have shushi(not very nice), dessert(SUPER) and lots of lots of food. Rita and Ken was shock to see that we got ourselves piles of food on the plates. hahaha. The first thing they asked was "哇！吃的完吗？" hahaa.

Oh!oh! Ken drive us back to the hostel. His car... GOSH .. luxury ! My dream car! BIGBIG car! lol anyway let mi talk a bit more about Ken. His name is Kenneth. Totally don suit his face. Just Ken will be better. My first impression on him was he look like those Hong Kong Movie Director. hahaa of cos he is from Hong Kong.

I really had a good time.

Secondly, my BD! well nothing special. Just that i wore nicer clothes. haha Ad night went for western food. Was really full. You can image How fat I grow. LOL eat everyday.

Lastly! We went rollerblading with Mei Tian and Wang Li! lOL it was fun. I mean except the part where I am still lousy. Overall it was cheap and fun. Entrance was only 5RMB which convert to Sing dollar is only $1. It a 4 wheels roller blade, two infront and two at the back. Everyone was pro. Around 8PM the stage open for Disco, they called it Beng Di. Chinese songs what to expect. LOL It was fun we tooks pictures. above are the pictures.

Enjoy !

I miss u

2007-11-19T01:40:00.000-08:00

I miss Everyone

Except

You

Yes!

You!

lol!

Past memories

2007-11-08T19:22:00.001-08:00

I look back my friendster photos and found this gathering photo on Su Chiang Bd at a chalet. We took the photo together. I love it. I look at everyone face and I remember every single moment we spend together. Fighting with each other, Cheering for each other, studying together and mischieving around the school. I really miss those moment. I suddenly got this temptation wanting to sit back to my 4NA3 class room. Studying together again. Hearing students talking while the teacher trying hard to teach. Espcially Mr Thumb. Haha.

It sad that everyone hasto go separately to carry on their life. But in reality it is suppose to be. Those times we could only say is, memories. I regret a lot, for not handling my friends well. Still, we had great fun. We wasnt close like we used to be anymore. haha How I wish for just one day, just one day we could go back to that class room and have 1 day of lesson again. Everything. = )

Here is the photo that brought my memories back :

07-11-07 -Wed-

2007-11-08T18:07:00.000-08:00

07-11-07 -Wed-

Today had a bad lunch. Well they serve dog meat during lunch time. We it was grosh to think about it, cause Simin has a Dog-Duby, Vani has a new dog, Kelvin Loves dogs-Ruby.

How could I just chew them up. Lucky I did not take a bite at it. Evelyn and I couldn't stay on. I mean although other food is okay, but it still feel not right. They were speaking as if they desever to eat them. Well, I know that we should adapt their environment but this need a lot of time and courage to accept. So we stop Dinner, Lunch for this week. I think is the best way to calm down and move away from stress dinner for a moment.

And there is this Uncle, I really dislike him. I had this bad impression on this old man wear white shirt. He is selfish, not understanding and irritating fellow. I am sorry to say that but I seldom judge on people unless they provoke me.

They first impression was I wanted to scoop the rice cos Soup is too hot for me. I am super afraid of fire or some thing that is Hot. He is so ungentlement. He saw that I open the rice cover, and I move to take the bowls. He immidiately take the bowl I TOOK and scoop the rice. ass rite. Then, I have to scoop the soup for more than 10 people. -__-"

That day the dog meat happen. I scoop the soup again. The Bowl is hot, and the soup is HOt. Both Hot and Hot add to SUPER HOT. I was slow I admit. I scoop till half way there is no more bowl, so I went to take the bowl he again immidiately scoop the soup infront of me. He scoop very fast and a irritating feeling telling me " HEY, You scoop super slow you know. " Damn Ass right. I was pissed.

In the end, I found out that he is just a DRIVER! I do not know what kind of driver but whoever eat in the canteen with us is someone in High ranking. Driver also got high ranking. He got 目中无人的脸。

06-11-07 -tue-

2007-11-08T17:53:00.000-08:00

06-11-07 -tue-
As per normal, everyday life in office is the same. We came in at 8 am and starting to slack while doing some work. 60% of time is spend on slacking while 40% working. haha

This is a special day. We decide to go body massage. We met Reachel at the Gate as usual. We saw someone was with her. Not Wenny, But Rite! haha

Ok let me introduce Rite. She is our supervisor for this OSIP trip. She is from Hong Kong. She have a decent look but also a workaholic charactor. We seldom talk very much except for work. She live 5 level of the hostel but often head back home leaving the hostel empty.

So well, she came along with us for dinner. It her first time taking company bus as well. The bus was very crowded. Her first experience - hmm not good hahaha. That day I had my Curry ! Miss it very much although I said it was not very nice. ahhahaa We chat as usual with Reachel, wenny and Rita. It was fun.

After dinner we asked if Rita wish to go for the Massage. It her first time, so she took the courage to say " OK" haha. Wenny went home as she feel it too painful for her. It was a better massage compare to previous massage. I did enjoy myself and decided to stick with my "masaager" A59 i think hahaha. But Rita say it was too pain. haha Guess she wont dare to go for the second time.

It really amazing going out with Rita cause she don have that kind of pressure where some tipical boss always have. It comfortable going out with her. But I am really looking forward to the Next trip for 虎门 again. haha This coming Sat. Yeah !

Picture

2007-11-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

虎门Gallery

During the Journy

=A small farm I think. With crops and fishes.

There is a big pond so should be fishes or prawns.

=Their River.

=their farm.

=Not very sure what is that.

=Crowded bus.

=Their houses.

=Fish Farm.

=their small Mountain.

=Electric wires. Scary, you can see alot wires around. Any time can jus break.

03-11-07 -sat- today

2007-11-03T06:57:00.000-07:00

03-11-07 -sat-

Today we went 虎门. The transport was provided by the campany. I simply love it. One day I will take the picture of the company's bus for you. A simple bus but fill with a kind of comfortable feeling. = ) A school bus, I would say. haha Of course, a lot people turn up for this trip. Rarely have this chance to go a place far. Is a one hour journey there. Can imagine. Although I used to take long hr journey but it was a bit stuffy. The best is the sceneries. Not really beautiful, but interesting. I kind of like the living style except for their-bad air pollution and rubbish. It like a stress-free company. haha I think I am falling for this country. When I was in Singapore, I nv had thought this is China. It really a good experience that I never regret choosing OSIP. I cant wait to explore more!

Come back to my topic. Once reach there we head toward the Shopping mall. Outside the shopping mall is a bus interchange. I would say A LOT of People! hhaahaa The shopping mall too. We went from top level slow down. Shirts, Shoes,Jeans, everything. Worth it. And I am also used to the bargaining environment to. The shopping mall here can never be quiet. It 10 times nosier thant Singapore's mall. hahaa As the sales person will come out chasing the customer. It fun ... haha that where you are able to get the item in a price you qouted. I bought a boot today. She qouted me 160RMB. haha I was like thinking calculating for 20 sec. haha than I qouted her 80RMB. She standard will say higher abit la... bla bla. lucky that I stood firm. haha She really gave mi 80. Next time try going lower. = p

When the trip back, was so tired. Fall asleep in the bus. = )

Waiting

2007-11-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

Waiting for ur call & sms............

luv baby

03-11-07 -sat-

2007-11-02T18:26:00.000-07:00

Hi Guys,

The weather is turning cold and the wind is reallly strong too. This is so called natural Air-con. I love it. It so cold that I am so scared to bath. Everytime after bath, I would shiver like crazy.! haha Has it bad point and good point. It make me kind of lazy to go out shopping too. Make me sleepy, good thing. ahaha

Yesterday night someone accidentally help me top up 30RMB to my top up card. Lucky! I guess so-called money drop from the sky. I was so excited about that thinking that person is so clumsy. I though there is no way he could have back that money. Minutes later, I recieved a sms say that 30 RMB is deducted from my top-up card. -___-" They even have a cancel transaction in that system. (-_-) My 30RMB fly away right in front of me. haha Chinese saying ：不属于你的，勉强是没有幸福。haha cute rite. My chinese is going to improve here. haha.

Gong to "fu man" today. Not very excited. Jus excited about Guang Zhou trip next week end. hee working life is so boring. Everyday sitting here make me bored.

Miss Ppl in SG! are they MISSING ME?

27/10/07 -sat-

2007-10-27T08:53:00.000-07:00

Today we went Shi Long (stone drangon) for shopping. We took public Bus.. at first i feel that is not safe as people keep saying this and that. But Evelyn say she very advantures girl so I just follow along. Turn out to be not as dangerous as thought. I though public bus only take by the guy as u know molest bla bla ... But not really to that extend when the bus is not crowded.

Lucky,we wait not long b4 the bus came. Btw, there is no such thing call bus stop, you drop as and when you wan and board as and when u want. hahaa Ticket is issue by a girl. She hold on to many many colorful tickets. Different place different color. Interesting. We just go to our seats and she will approah us. We pay $4 each so two trip is $8rmb. Cheap cheap. Of cos no aircon in the bus. The sit is Plastice. Hard. We reach the main station of Shi Long. Than straight we went in to the shopping mall to shop. First level all clothes! Like Far east shopping mall. But the clothes not very nice. Didnt buy any stuff from there.

after shopping the mall, we went walk around outside the mall. Oh I saw one L/S shirt (longsleeve) it was soooooooooo nice. Baby wear it will be very charming ! hee ... I miss him badly.

Than after that go back to Cha San ( the super market) so slpy and tired .
Slpy ! good nite

To: Prince

2007-10-25T08:12:00.000-07:00

The best thing ever happened to me,
was knowing you and not letting you go.

When do you truly know that
you can trust someone with
your biggest secret?

The day I told you my biggest secret,
You never leave me instead shower me with
as many loves as you could.

Love can make you do things that you never thought possible.

I left my wallet in the shop with not a single cents with me in my pockets.
I called you.
Immediately, you came down all the way from a far far place.

I wasnt able to let go the previous relationship,
until you came into my life.
Taught mi what love is really about.

(Sometimes you have to let go of something in order to see if it's really worth holding on to)

I can never hold back my smile,
when I see you walking toward me.
Especially when I am mad at you.

Be(lie)ve
it spells lie because we end up believing their lies
Be(lieve)
take out the first i and the e and add o
it spells love because we end up believing their lies only because we love them

I cant go anywhere without our photos with me.

I remembered you saying that I m the reason that you lived.

When I am with you,
you always make me feel on top of the world.
You would always try your best to say yes to everything I request.

Miss You So much.

13/10/07 -sat-

2007-10-17T06:15:00.000-07:00

It been a long time I last wrote my blog...

Well we went shopping last sat (13/10/07) at Sheng Zhen. You know places where you think of abortion... Hmm don wish to think about that. When we took train over there ... amazing trip bullet train! hahha Speed up to 180 km/h ... Can you imagine! haha but we don feel anything inside the train.

But shopping there didnt really leave good impression at all. In fact , I hate it. People see you are tourist the price there price soooo high than you could not ever imagine. That shopping mall sell all branded goods ! Fake of cos. Wenny saw this cute bag , they first price us 1000 RMB! cant u imagine ! GOsh . than we went out saying we don want... Guss what the Chase After us. Hold us back stop us, Keep talking the price bla bla bla .... THan I am so piss. Evelyn saw this earring they price her 130 RBM !!! That freaking crazy. Evelyn wanted 20 RMB only. But the refuse. In the middle there is some misunderstand on the price. SO later she chase after us accusing us saying we agree on the price and we keep reducing bla bla bla. She seem piss off and So M I . I cant imagine. I lost mood for shopping that day. I wasnt used to the shopping style. I hate it. But worse to come.

We went to another shop. Wenny trying to look for better price for the Prada bag. Bad bad day. This guy keep asking me us to sit down. I didnt wan to sit. I feel uncomfortable. Wenny sat down. So I sat down too. Turn out tt the chair is broken ! ... bad day I know. -__-" . It been a long time since i fall again. All I could say all eyes were on me. Not that I m a princess but ! haizz sad to mention again.

Anyway, still trying to get used to the shopping style there. Over Cha San nth like this would happen ppl chasing and everything ... Enjoy the photos above...

09/10/07 -tue-

2007-10-09T07:09:00.000-07:00

Today is a beautiful day. Once we step out of the House we could feel the wind blowing strongly. The main point is .... the wind is Cold, as cold as aircondition. Love tt feeling although it seem that we will catch cold easily. But We LOVE IT! hahaha

We heard that another two intern will be coming over.!!! We are so afraid that they are females! haha if they are females. We will have to share apartment with them !!! noonono i don wan !!
Image.... Network need to share with them !!! tv need to share .... Kitchen need to share ! and BATH ROOM ... nononono... We already wake up at 7 but still not enough time ... with 4 girls worse la ! ... i don wan i don wan ! I hope is 2 handsome guys instead .... hahahaa !

I don really like toking abt work. cos it either doing the website or playing game hahaa.. but It pretty happening in the room cos Nicole,Wenny and US.. always joke and play around. But of cos when comes to work ... is serious business. I wish i can be that extend to during work. Play is play work is work. sian some time think i stil very childish.

After work we went out with Wenny and Racheal. Wenny is another Singapore lady! She is funny as well. So we went out eat. The same curry chicken place. This time i did not ordered curry. SIck liao.... I order fried bee hoon. not very nice but i ate all hahahaa.
After dinner we went for leg massage ! hahhaha i think we really enjoy life here lo .... It was very nice. They pour hot water in the woonden container. It really hot. When u put inside ... it feel like ... the warm transfer from leg all the way to ur chest! worth to try some how the blood circulation is faster! It was shiok. While soking out legs. they massage our arms, shoulder. Than they clean our feet and slowly massag. Abit pain but confortable it like so confortable that i fell aslp. Talking about it make mi feel slping too! haha
After massaging our legs the help us massage our back ! wao ! super ! .... very very pain. This lady who help me really strong ! hahahaaa While i was massaging i was thinking of my 4th uncle. He loved massage la ! ... hahaha feel like showing off to him that i got great massage here and super CHeap ! the massage was like 40 RMB which is $8

Love it!

Photos

2007-10-06T08:10:00.000-07:00

06/10/07 -sat-

2007-10-06T07:35:00.000-07:00

Well half day today. finish work at 12noon, was so hungry. Hee so today eat quiet a lot =p . Fat fat fat. Everyday rice make me kind of sick ! ... eeek

Well took 330pm bus out to Cha San for some shopping, massage and dinner. We walk the whole all the way into the street. So many many things ............. clothes, shoes, t shirt, and bra, and cuties thing. Wanted to buy soooooooo much ! hahaaha but didnt la ... sian ... Nt very fun though.

After shopping we head toward massage. I m really bad in enjoying it. The lady say my whole body very hard ... hhahaa kind of not used to it as well... especially when she touch my leg. It sooooooo itcy la ! cant control myself laughing... so Paisei everytime need to tell them please be gentle on the leg... hahaaa -___-" our Dear Evelyn super relax and enjoy la ... hahaa

Dinner time ! we went back to the restaurent for the Curry! but ... like not very nice any more ... kind of sick also ... so many chicken ... cant finish at all. But Evelyn Fried bee hoon seem nice hahaa .... We ordered French Fries as well... Yummy. = ) hahaa it nice

Our Evelyn now nt in a very good mood = /.... Guess she miss home ..... hmmm I cant do much ...

TMl SundaY ! sian nth to do again ! .... Nicole will be coming our house for Movie ... hope it will be fun . Nicole is a friend of our in the company. below have her photos. She is helpful and friendly ! Btw she learning English so our job is to teach her English too.

Oh talk about english that day Evelyn saw this book. It spelled English as Eeglish . hahaha funny. If Singapore have this book sure will kana Bane!

Fried Patatofull moonRacheal

30/09/07 -Sun-

2007-10-02T05:39:00.000-07:00

We slack the whole afternoon doing nothing at all. Hahaa

Around evening time, we met Racheal for dinner at Cha San. We went to a place. I look through menu and finally i saw Chicken Curry ! GOsh I jus went crazy ! Finally got curry! It wasnt that spicy just taste like japanese curry. But I love it ! ahhahaaa And the potion is a lot ! I cant even finish plus the curry chicken is sooooooo Nice gosh I just wan to eat again ! -__-"

After dinner we went super market to buy something. Then went to wait for the company bus. Wait and wait ... Than only thing come to our mind is no more company's bus! So we went to wait for taxi. Wait and wait no taxi. So we asked the motobike taxi. 3 of us plus the biker toal 4 person on the bike! can u imagine! oh my ......... haha IT was fun exciting. squeeze too ! hahahaa

That all !

29/09/07 -Sat- Sunny

2007-09-30T08:20:00.000-07:00

It was a fun sat morning as we prepare ourselves to go Shopping for 7 hrs! hahaha Racheal brought us out to Chang Ping for some shopping.

We met at 11am at the office entrance waiting for the driver . -__-" new driver. Ah Hua our driver training new driver while sending us to Chang Ping. Btw did I mention that the driver sit is at left hand side. haha kind of get used to it. Any way tt new driver is really really new ! He driver so slowly and no sense of direction too. Lucky got Ah Hua heard he is the best driver. When we reached Chang Ping we were hungry. So we had macdonal. Nothing much to eat as well. hahaha didnt really know the place. After mac we start shopping. My goal for that day is to find a SKirt ! Damn hot over here ! Racheal bought a night dress those that will keep warm de. Than i saw this boxer sooooooooo cute ! with Gashai (japanese) on it. very nice so I bought. Than shop and shop Our Evelyn on that day bought the most thing. She buy bag, topsssssss and accessories and skirt too. Finally i saw one black skirt not bad. Racheal found it. So I went to tried. A bit tight! haha but still can wear. They say is nice. so i bought it at 80RMB I think cant remember. So S$ is jus 16.

Than we went to woman street to shop. Got this shop all top are 10RMB and 15 RMB. Evenly saw a doggy shirt very cute. I tot so too. So that lady keep saying in guang dong that the top is 10RMB. So it was cheap la . So Evelyn gave her 10 bucks. Than this idiot lady say is $15buck stupid right. I heard 10 buck too lo. I don know if she say it too fast tt we miss the 5 buck. She hold that 10 buck not wanting to give us the money back when we say don wan. Damn woman la . Racheal was very angry saying do business cannot like that. She insist that we say we wan to buy and cannot refund. We haven even have the top on our hand it still with her lo ! She ask us to look for the 10 buck top ! damn la . Racheal demand it back. In the end she jus give us back. We faster walk out the shop. -__-. cant imagine tt. After that the time is still early from 6 pm. So we went to paint our nail polish ! only at 15RMB! cheap rite S$3 haha. and nice too lo. Show u the photo when I transfer to my laptop now very lazy haha. Just very cheap la . We saw a girl doing temp perm those zi zec pattern very nice. So I tot b4 i come back i do also hee... We are jus crazy here planning alot things. After doing with our nails we went back to the same old place the very high class place for Dessert.

That after that the Driver came we went for Full body massage at Cha San. Hahaha we really know how to enjoy rite. hahaha It was 30RMB. Sg is 6bucks only. But she massage my face until like balukoo. Pain. hahahaa it was one hour massage. After tt went back home to watch DVD until 1. Than online chat till 230 am. heee

The Best day 28/09/07 Thur

2007-09-28T05:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday 28/09/07 was the craziest day I ever had with the company.

Nicole asked if we want to go to the dinner given by the company I didnt really want to go cos is very stress eating with the Hong Kong people. Imagine the BIG BOSS! hahaha but is like so rude to to them so we agree to go to the dinner. Hai...

So we waited at the gate for the Bus. It was a lot of people than I thought. Around 30 to 40 people. One words "Stress". The bus is also very crowded. Of course the boss sat in another Vehical.

When reached there, it was a not so bad looking restaurant. I heard the food are HeNan or something else. Hahaha cant remember what Micheal said. There were total 3 tables. We sat with the other workers not with the BIG BOSS of course. = ) The dishes are very normal. Just like Singapore wedding dinner. There is this dish very nice. Noodle. Just hand made Noodle plain. They put it into the Fish Souce which is super Spicy. Xiao La Jiao (small slices cillies)alot Evelyn love it... so do it. Most of all this dinner is not all about Food. BEER! Gosh they are so cute! erm I should not use Cute ... hmm They just simply drink alot. They wish each other by toasting (gan bei). Not one sip is whole bottle. Everyone was wishing Chen Sheng as he is going to get married soon. My face was very red later hahaha after few drinks .. That dinner can never stop standing. When people come, we just have to keep standing up for like .... 5 mins? or more! hahaha

After dinner we happily thought we can go home and rest... So took the bus.... happily ... but... some thing was wrong. It was not going on the correct way.Than the bus stop at a very bright happening place. KTV! on my god ! imagine the boss spend big bucks on the dinner now is the KTV for his workers ... gosh the boss is just so nice ! It was a very big KTV. There is 3 level at the place. Our room is at the 3rd level. You will be shock to see the room. Big like ........... Nobody business. 10 times bigger than the normal small room of the Kbox. Super big. Over there we drink again ! hahaha drink and dirkn. there is a small room for the waiter and waiteress to serve us. Imagine a room have their own waiter and waiteress. Gosh high class le. ahaha than all you have to do is call the waitress what song you wish to dedicate the will just help you dedicate the song without you going to the computer there order yourselve. Amazing right. Oh i forgot to mention. The Big boss Sing very well ! So attractive la ! hahaha wao he can sing almost every song. Even Korean song. Racheal told us is a respect to toast the big boss and lady boss. So Evenlyn and I went over to toast. They are really very friendly and of course have the big bosses smell haha. Go there drink somemore. hahaha Sing and sing . Evelyn and I sing WANG LI HONG's song. hahaha paisei lo.

Than sing and sing and sing ... Suddenly TECHNO song came out ! gosh the KTV room became a Disco! hahahha two guy went to the front to dance ahahaha. I have to say they dance till very... Not so nice hahahaha. We went pull out to dance... a bit tired. hahaaha No disco light there so abit not very happening but techno is good. People were sabo to dance in the middle of the dance floor. We was almost sabo too ... but u know we jus good at it (SIAM) run away haha.

After this gathering, I feel that this company is very united. It make us feel like home when we were there although there is alot of drinking to do. It very suprisingly to see a company like that. Boss is just like our friend. THe dance so crazily and funny at the dance floor. hahahaa
I am glad I and working with Pearcoin for OSIP hahaha.

Some of the pictures below for u guys to view:

26/09/07 -Wed- Sunny!

2007-09-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

The Best deal happen today ! Rachel said she going to salon to wash her hair. At first I was wondering washing hair in China... not very impressive for me as I thought the place would be dirty, small and outdate. Furthermore, I was tired cause I been doing the flash for the website. Editing pictures is the killer ! so tired. My neck is so pain sitting there whole day.

However, my dear Evelyn said she want to go for the massage. Well so I accompany her. Three of us took the company's bus to the same place where we drop at the Big super market. So sick of getting down there. Bore of it already. There was a distance to the salon. Rachel lead the way. I saw something big and bright. I thought it was a hotel. Than Rachel walk in. Woah .... I was shock. Two person greeted us at the door. Rachel said we going to wash hair and the lead us to level 2. Level2 ? a salon that has two level. Shock ? So did I ! So we walk up. It was another view. It was dark there. It look like those men visit Prositute or massage place where Extra service given. hahaha creepy. There was long beds, with basin at the end. Best part is, the process of washing hair was Half an hour or more. It was good. But the massage when washing my head was the best. They don't just forcus on the head, but the neck and the shoulder. It was super !

After washing massage the neck shoulder they recommanded us to try a kind conditional at only $5 RMB. So we try it. When they apply on my hair woah ! Minty! It was like air con but on my headd blowing .... Some how my body felt cold as well. hahaa

That not the end, they came to the front and massage my whole arms and legs. It was very comforting! Although the leg part I felt so itchy and keep smiling. They laugh at me. hahaha cannot blame. I keep holding myself back not to laugh of move when she press down my legs.

After that, we were asked to sit up. Guess what? They help us massage our shoulder to the back down ! oh my oh my ! it like full body massage but it come with the washing of hair. It was so great i felt my pain release! I love it ! hahahaha

So guess how much everything cost with wash hair, full body massage and the conditional, and Blow the hair. ..............?

Total is $20 RMB can you believe it! the conditional $5RMB and the wash hair and masssage it only $15RMB like S$4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh this is soooooo crazy!ahahaha

Alright that all for today been very tired. Take care good nite!

25/09/07

2007-09-25T06:46:00.000-07:00

Hey guy haven been blogging for days ... haha very lazy... anyway was very tired on sun cos that Evelyn don let me slp! see I am being Torture! haha we talk at night till don know till wad time . Guess 3 am ? or earlier. We were talking all the way about our boyfriend. Complaining. haha complaining how unsensitive and unromantic our bfs is... haha it was fun and TIRED. My tears keep droping while toking to her. haha Till then we say ok STOP. That it else tml cannot wake up. Bwt we somehow got hook with the Ghost Whisperer movie, cos we watch during lunch break and at night. We just stop to play here Wang Li Hong's Concert.

Some thing interesting happened during tt sunday night while slping. I wont believe it myself until Evelyn told me . She say i was Snoring (normal) and talking ! Gosh Talking? i nv know i got this habit toking during my slp hahaha. it was so embarass and.... ermmmm ah ! just so hard to believe. I knew that my brother have this habit too... he still can sing while slping. But nv know i have it. hahaha New thing abt myself. hahaha

Today as usual at work surfing net, watching videos and games. nothing special expect today is mooncake festival. Well and Mr Cheng Seng birthday. A guy who is not on a small position. He had a big cake for celebration. Most funny part is, everyone on the level is invited to eat the cake. When we reach the room the cake only left 1/4 which need to be share by 5 to 6 or more people ahahah .abit lame. Anyway we each got a small cake. A bit filling but Evelyn said is not nice where i think mine has too much cream. And one more thing... You know I am pretty bad in recongnising ppl. So the Big Boss came in to tok to us saying he is busy and he look through our proposal. He want to make some changes. All the while he toking to us for like 15 mins, I tot he was the KEN the sales department guy who i say he look like hongkong director. -__-" gosh i mistook My big boss as KEN ! imagine such a big idiot i m. hahaha Evelyn was confuse say wad KEN hahaha. I am such a blur sotong.!

Show you how my office table look like:

Saturday (22/09/07)

2007-09-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

Once again coming my blog writing my story.
Today only half day... 8-12. We tot of going to the super market to buy staff to cook for dinner as our aunty wont cook dinner at night... Before going, we went to take a little nap.... haha Pretty tired you know.... So by the time SHe wake up was 6 pm so we went down to take company's car to Super market. Wait and wait ... there come the bus.... = ) we wanted to enter the bus, but the driver close the door. Weird. So I asked what the next time leaving, he told me no more trip to the town!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What ! the word came straight to my mind = ( because it mean Meggi Mee is going to be my Dinner ! ... hahaha Any way dinner was cooked by Eveyln. It was nice. Filling too hee .

Anyway today slack for 4 hrs in the office again. hahaha nothing much .

Take care!

Fifth Day

2007-09-21T06:56:00.000-07:00

Well today We gave our Proposal of the website to Rita, our supervisor. We are quiet satisfied with the work we have done especially with the drawing. So tedious that our dinner in our stomach diguested so far during our OT time. Finally we are done ... But more tedious job coming later..

Today, as usual went for work. Not really special during work. Abit boring and boring again boring.

But ... today we went out to another town with is 15mins drive away. I cant remember the name! I saved it in my phone but it gone !! anyway a town far away. We went for western food ... Super nice. I took the Chicken steak. It come in a set with Orange juice and chicken soup. My dear Ying Ying took the pictures from her camera so wait till she sent mi than I show you all. It been a fun outing although it is short period . Thank to Rachel she book a car for us and bring us out. Plus one additional guy who is very talkative name Micheal. Haha he talk all the way. Fun loving guy and friendly too. Show u their picture next time .... = )

Most enjoyable part is that we went to buy DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah This stupid evenly Tan Ying Ying so happy to see so many DVD...... hahaha I bought Ghost Whisperer Season 1 and 2 .... so happy la ... My home sick reason is also because i miss Ghost Whisperer every friday night. Now no more worries! i can watch any time !!!! hhehehee Now watch Korean Movie with Eveyn.

That all Today ! Good Nite everyone !

3rd day of Guang Dong

2007-09-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

Today is a special day. Both Evelyn and I went to the super market in the so call town without any guadian guiding us. Amazing right! Yesterday we didnt have the courage to take the bus as we wasnt sure if that is the correct bus. We confirm the bus with our lovely Lynna if tt the bus to the super market. They said that the second stop will be have a bigger super market. So today after lunch we took the courage to wait at the gate for the bus.

Not long later, the bus came out from the factory. We broad the bus sit down. haha... waiting for the second stop. After the first stop, we waiting for the second stop. The bus stop, it was some where not very bright ... non crowded. we wonder so we ask the bus driver if this is the super market. One lady reply this is a Hotel! hahaa wad the ... hotel ... so that stupid hotel is the bigger super market ? ! hahaha Both of us was think - Are we Lost! =p So we tot just sit in the bus if we don dare to go just sit back to the factory. Later on the last stop, we saw a Big Super market. Everyone got down. So both of us got down too. hee bold right! ... There were people around. Looks very happening to me. I saw a lot of telephone booths at the walk path. 20cent for a minute call i think. cant really remember. We enter the Big super market. Took our trolly and start shopping China's Super market. Not much different from singapore's Fair price ,etc. Just that things are china stuff. There is 3 levels. First level is all the food. second level is the daily thing we use like shampoo, electrical stuff, etc. Third floor is the fashion wear, you can find sport shoes, clothing and jeans. We two funny girls shop as if we need everything from the store. haha we just take whatever we see (while dividing the price by 5 to convert to SDollar). Of course we take the cheap price stuff. We also take thing that we some how see the brand in Singapore too.

After shopping, we went out of the super market. there were bus for 715pm and 815 pm as we shop too long we missed the 715. Therefore we had around 45min of time to slack while waiting for the bus. Btw, the total price we bought for those stuff was 173.40 china RM. It was fun. Outside the super market there is a some sort of event. I think for the mooncake festival. We standing there watching the Magic show. Impressive. I was worrying that the bus might come ealier than the time give. So didnt really forcus on the show. Later we decided to got to the place where we suppose to take bus. We wait and wait. No bus le ... 815pm liao but the bus still didnt come. We started to panic ...... oh oh ... Then Evelyn ask if i have the company address, telephone or anything . Hahaha Nth at all ... All I have was the company Name. =p We didnt even bring our phone out with us. Daring right. hahaha I also don know why. Now think back a bit scary if we really lost. hahaha. After that we wait. From far there came a vehical that look very farmiliar. = ) When I saw that mini bus, I feel sooooooooo relief. We faster walk to the bus and saw the company's name on it and the plate number is the same -299910. We board the bus. hahaha We were so happy. = ) We safely board the bus hahaha. The feeling is great. I don know how to explained, is like going out on a raining day without umbrella. hahha

While the bus is driving, we explore more things. All the interesting shop. And small food stare where table and chairs are laid on the road. It like Hong Kong Movie. hahaa interesting. Though the place is not that advance, but I feel comfortable. Of course i am not saying i will like to stay here. Just that experiencing new things is good. = ) This trip is not going to be a boring one. = )
And finally we safely reach our apartment. = ) My dear Evelyn helping me pack the stuff we bought. = ) Yeah ! food! hahaha maggi mee = )

I enjoyed myself so much today. New exploration and experience.

Day 2

2007-09-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone !

some pictures for u !

This is my Beautiful bed ... dont get cheated by it appearance... it actually very hard !

First day at Guang Dong

2007-09-17T06:29:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone,
for the next 4 months, I will be talking all about my OSIP trip to China, Guang Dong.

First of all, it was my first time take a 4 hrs plane with my friend, Evelyn. It was fun. We check in and she bought wine( for wad , I also not very sure). We walk a long way to our gate, F37. The feeling when the plan take off was a bit... scary haha and exciting. I could see the land of Singapore slowly slowly disappear from my sight. Great experience on that. = ) The breakfast was nice, though I didnt really like peas. Both of us had scramble egg for breakfast. During the 4 hrs I watched Wild Hogs, super funny, lame movie. Our Evelyn was watching Pirates 3. Great choice too. There was one part we were damn funny, as the air stewerdess ( spelling error) hand us a towel, we wasnt sure what are we suppose to do with it. So we wait for the person sitting next to us see what he do with the towel. Hahah he wipe his face so we followed. It like two country side girl first time taking plane. Pretty fun too.

After landing, we walk and looking around for our names on the paper. Well it wasnt that difficult at all. I saw a man holding on our names. heee. The journy to our work place take another 100mins. It was really tiring. First time I felt that sitting is so miserable. hahaha. Luckily our apartment is just 5 mins walk to our work place so there is nothing to worry about late. We take a long time packing the things in the room while having the music on loud. The lady knocked our door a few time and we did not reply. ahhaa they tot we went out. Went around looking .... =p She seem very angry when she realised we were in the room. hahaha than we went to the office to do some application. We were introduced with some people over there and after that they just left us in the office while they doing their work expecting us to sit there till 9 pm. That time was only 7 two hrs sitting there is hell. Magazines, mp3, hp game still bored like hell... When the time was 9 pm nobody seem to intending to go home. -___-" Are they really that hard working. Gosh we still had to ask them if we can go.

Finally we are back to our room ! ... lying down suppose to bath but it late so both of us dont really dare to bath hahaha. I am using Blog while that lady Evelyn is using her diary written in hand. Cute gal still bring diary .... new book. Great day, hoping tml better hahha ....

Going to slp Good nite PPL!

Me Me Me

2007-04-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

I am sooooooooooooooo glad that my friends do care about me... but i would like to clarify myself that i seldom do blogging because typing not my best hobby, u see . = )

I mostly do it when I am feeling down, sad, or emotional ... = ) so as Evenlyn mention the less I blog the happier I am . Very true ... I couldnt control my feeling when I am emotional so the way is to turn to blogging to type out or pure out all my feeling to myself better ...... most of my topic is either angry or sad mostly negative staffs ... LOL sorry guys! have to read my saddenning story lOL

anyway I am in the good mood now... = ) hee school starting soon ..... pretty excited ... cause it's my last year .... = ) time going very fast .....

Holiday

2007-03-01T07:18:00.000-08:00

Life is so tiring some times...

FInally i finish my Exam for 2.2 my last year approaching ... If I were last time, i would cant wait to graduate... Don care 3 ,7, 21 just get Out ... But recently i change my mind becos of him... I don know would it be worth it that i abandon my 10 years goal for this Guy ... Don know why i behave this way ..... people really change when growing old...
Today i feel kind of regret knowing this guy ... i don know why... maybe i feel i m going to be cheated again just like the past ... I was afraid ... Reason was becos .... something i would not wish to say ... i just thinking finally all my friends found "the one" that meant to be in their life... I would think that i already met the one 2 years ago ... but u know this position seem to be very shaky at times... What kind of guy he really is ... I don know ... Why do he love me ? i don know...how much he love me ... the ans fade aways as time goes on .... What is it like to be together forever with him in the same house same bed same environment .... will it be terrible ... or happiness.... he told me if i am able to find a better guy who could give make me happier than he did ... go ahead ... if i did would he be very sad ? .... or happy ... u know as appearance it might seem so happy .. but some time it not like wad i felt ......
I feel so empty ... i feel being cheated at time ... i feel unsafe with him ... i feel not much protection ... i feel less attention compare to other ppl ...

"Understandable" so easy to be say but so hard to fullfill... I didnt give him much pressure on cycling, calls, msg, i try to understand and forgiving no matter what... i always tell myself he is busy with work ... when no calls from him or sms ... i would say he long time nv cycle let him go.... i would always think he got alot burden on financial issue don stress him or over spend ....
but i would always feel empty .... Maybe i should look more on the bright side of life .... like how much he did for me ..... and so on .... but i still could make myself trust him again .... once hurt is always hurt ......

I am so afraid to be stupid for another time ...... i am so afraid all my investment down to drain ... I am so afraid he is not wad he is ....... he might be a lie all the while ...... wad if he is a lie ......

I am feeling stress

2007-01-23T02:17:00.000-08:00

I have been slack too much the pass few days....

Now retribution comes.... SWEN,WBAD,GUID,CMSK,UIR all the date due are approaching soon.
I am more worried for my GUID ... which shouldnt be the case.
I have confident in Java programming but this time round, it wasnt like that. I realise I am lost. I simple doesnt know how am I suppose to implement it. I know exactly what I am suppose to do. But I don know how to implement the steps ... Got so frustrated ... Need help ...

Help don always comes... so I am suppose to go look for help ... but who ... that the question ... Lecturer... the are like the most busy people when come to date line because everyone need them ...

I m jus so tired ....

2007

2007-01-09T06:16:00.000-08:00

A new year come ...... soooooooooooooo fast.............

Soon enough I am going to turn 20 ---- the number 2 come into place... sound scary to me...

well Life still go on ....

On 1-107
I went to Escape to enjoy myself with my friends.... My prince brought "the newpaper" ... it terrible to read it..
everything is crime ... saddening

The big news was an rich India man rape and murder more than 17 girls and women ... and he buried them at his backyard... the case go on 2 years the polices did nothing due to I don know why.. guess he is rich ... very seddening to read bad news on 1-1-07 ...

That all i have to say ...
and now 9-1-07
rushing my stupid project ... going to die any time ... life is jus purly like that ....
do ppl still have hope about better life ?

my ans is YES......

My brithday

2006-11-26T06:27:00.000-08:00

It sunday ... my birthday had pass ....

I had a wonderful day ..... a day i felt happy again LOL...
Though my prince was not tt with me on that day .... but i still had a great time ...
Thank to simin, miko,su chiang .....
any way .. they was late ... - __-"
we went to FIN to eat ... lOL ... 3 of them ate the FIsh N chip ... only mi ate beef... SO hard ..
the Table was shaking while i was slicing it ..
The Drink SUx .. i forgot wad drink.. like peach Passion or something .. tasteless... yUck waste my $4 ... LOL ....

The next day (fri) went out wif candy, shan.... bla bla bla .. LOL or name it all la ... knee , my lame cousin Long... and my Sweety... i have got a lot of good new from there ... or i should say shock new ... anyway .. My sweety Gave mi a very Beautiful Lily ... gosh i really really love it ... think of it now i feel like smelling it now. .. lOL ... too bad i didnt up load those pic in the com yet ... next time than show u guy .... once i saw the Lily .. i jus cant stop smiling .. = ) hee .. my prince at least still got some romance... LOL...
though very happy there was one part i was pretty angry wif tt frog prince ... due to the service we recieve from the Hong kong Delight .... he like those waitress//waiter's nightmare ... so called... "YE MAN" customer ... got so pissed up .. why cant he give them a break .. lucky he my bf .. he treat mi like tt i sure help him water his hair .... hee...
THan candy told mi her Shocking New.. actually i didnt felt shock la ... i jus surprise it so fast ... becos i tot she is very picky de ... didnt know so fast... hmmm lol ...

I really love the lily .. wad should i buy for my bf ... his birthday is jus few days later ahh .. n i think i only left 40 bucks... LOl... Die.... -__-" sent a rose to his house ?.... hmmm i wish i can pack myself in a box and give him .. .LOL .. i scare it his nightmare... lOL .....

I reallyl Really Love the lily .................!!!!!!!! I love u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thing Change

2006-11-18T07:06:00.000-08:00

what a boring day ... so dried and so restless ...

i felt my house become jus a hotel ... becos there is ppl who i don know sleep in the same room as me .... they stay few days and goes....

i felt no self of belonging anymore

revenge lead to nothing .... revenge will only get itself hurt ...
i know .. i m toking nonsense again .....

my birthday is coming ... but i felt nothing ... empty ...
i m starting to pretend and fake again...
i remember during secondary school days ... i came across this phrase ....

" WHy do i have to smile when i m sad , why do i have to laugh when i m not happy, why do i have to pretend there is nothing happened at all , why do i have to pretend everything is alrite , why do i have force myself not to cry .... when i couldnt even control myself ..."

i edited some of it ...

i wet my bed again .....

Diary

2006-10-31T05:38:00.000-08:00

i Almost forgot i had a blog ... Lol ...

recently .. i keep wanting to write some thing down ... Like keep a diary myself ... Hmm should i ? or should i not ? have to worry so many thing if i were to write... I was thinking a chinese edition diary .. LOl cool Rite ... although blog is also a part of the diary .. but u know ... everyone is always Viewing .. jus like u now reading my stupid BLog....

Wanting to write down my Life ....... so that next time when i look back i would know wad i had done ...... Great rite ...... first of all i need to Get a diary book .......

wad wrong Wif mI today

2006-10-20T07:56:00.000-07:00

I simply Miss U....

Love makes smart people do stupid things...

Are u thinking Of mi ?... I am ...

I've noticed that being with you I smile a little more often, I anger a little less quickly, the sun shines a little brighter, and life is very much sweeter. (^v^)

I hope i can stick to U forEver ..... n Ever....

DXO

2006-10-13T13:47:00.000-07:00

DXO...

Queue 3hrs jus to get in ....

tot It was lady Nite free enterance ... in the end we have to pay $18 ......

had... water Fall.... Cool...

dance non stop at the dance floor ....

Went toilet vomit .. Grosh ....

End our day wif lAst dance ...

Came out of DXo Vomit Like .... euu....

Took cab Back to HAn House .... really great house n beautiful place .........

My best wKend Wif u ....

2006-10-09T05:58:00.000-07:00

i could nv imagine thing turn out to be soo great.... we book a chalet for 1 day on sun.... the day b4 i was really excited ... we have nv tried this b4... jus like the first time we tried going sentosa ... jus the two of us .... whenever i m wif u ... thing turn out to be great...

On the sun ... i was so happy .. n excited cos we going to escapes ... yippy ... total we got 4 tickets.. that stupid simin didnt wan to join so no choice we saw some ang mo .. than jus gave them 2 free tickets... lOl ... our Friends is everywhere lol...

our first ride was gold card.... lol we tot we were quening the rite one where the car goes every fast de... lol we quene the Kid gold card where parent must b guided .... wahaha there were some youngster too lo but mostly are parent n kids... haha we both share a car.. lol best part is we two fat like pig ... squeeze in to that small car really funny ..... i jus cant stop laughing ... he could belt up properly too (too fat) we are the joker down there... OH!!!!! the first one suppose to b hunted house ! LOl i went in ... it was totally dark... lol i told him i don wan go in anymore ... we came out without finish the whole place ... SOrry baby i m jus not tt strong ... = ( ... The kid gold card was fun baby video it ...

later we went to the adult ... don know why tt day alot of youngster .. those ah beng .... sian ... when the race was on... one stupid idiot suddenly cut my into my lane ... damn piss off men .,.. he think he hero ... ZERO lo ... baby went casing after him lol while another malay kid also challenging him . they are really childish ...

after that went to the water boat ... i tot sit at the back wont get so wet ... but in the end ........ i m the one we is the most wet ... he had to gave mi his extra shirt to wear = p hee ... opps... normally go wif simin ... no matter play how many time also wont so wet de ... but this stupid guy .. siam the water ... and all the water kana mi -__-" idiot ...

after tt pirate ship ... lol.... i love the high view when coming down ... LOL

after tt we took the 360 degree ride .... Lol last time took wasnt tt scary ... lol this time really scare the freak out of mi .. i could really see i m touching the floor ... lOL some thing drop out of baby pocket when the ride goes on ...he tot coin ... he keep saying in mine while i doesnt have anything on my porcket at all .. when the ride finish ... it was his KEY!!!!!!!!! LOL... lucky nv drop ... tt ride really make us ..... giddy .. but baby worse...

after tt we went to ride the air space de ... we still play 5 , 10 ,15 on the ride ... LOl and i keep lossing -__-" ... i felt tired after the ride ... feel like slping ... than i told baby .. go take the pirate ship agian ... didnt know he was feeling unwell.. he look super pale ... like going to vomit anything ... call him to shout out to feel better he jus didnt wan ... didnt dare to ask him to take anymore ride ...

so we leave the escape go to arcade ... play basketball... play his soccor game .... play his racing car...

until 2 ... than we go buy bbq thing ... we bought chikcen wing .. garlic bread... hotdog... and break lol tt our bbq thing .. very little rite ... haha who care ... after we bought around time to check in ... the very first thing is ...... lying on tt big bed on mine n slp ... lOl.... we watch tv until almost 5 .... than baby went out to start fire... lOl so early rite ... guess was .. by the time we bbq everything we bought is not even 7 pm !!! lol 7 pm than ppl coming out to bbq while we starting to pack ... LOL the hotdog not nice de ... LOl cheap staff... black pepper chicken >.. Yummy .... and garlic bread ... nice ... i jus like toast bread too ... lol eat bread until i full sia... than next is watch tomd rider ... Not bad show ...... after tomd rider the chinese chn got this ghost movie ... funny n scary lOl.... werid werid de ...

after tt show my piggy slpy liao ... all he say ... baby i slp first k ... LOl. pig rite ! ... 12 pm light out ...... n he started to snore ... wahhaha ... I had a night MarE !!! lOl i woke up at 3 am in the morning having cold sweat ..... LOl it abt baby... his mother n his ex gf ....... LOl... i woke him up saying i have bad dream ... he jus hold mi down n say slp baby LOL..... idiot rite. .. couldnt slp properly ...

he woke up at 5 am to sms his boss say he sick taking MC lol (liar) ... thank baby ... for giving mi a day to b with u ... really happy ... than next morning i woke him up at 9 plus .... than pack everything ... than go Burger king eat breakfast ... $2 breakfast.. yaya cheapo rite ahahah ...... than after tt took MRT to airport... his parent went back iNDo ... waited for him at the buger king for an hour plus... when he came really glad to see him again .. than we took 36 to suntac... play arcade again ... but really tired la... actually suppose to go back his house after airport... but his brother off today .... not nice to go .. hmm wat to do ....

than around 3 than we go home le ... n until now i haven slp !! i m soooooooooooooo slpy !!!!!!!!!!!

baby thank u for such a wonderful day u gave ... it was really fun although u snore very loudly ... and the food it very little .... heee ... i enjoy very much ...

New BLog SKin

2006-10-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

First of all .... i Need to tHank My BFG(big friendly giant).... oh .. nonoon... is BFF (best Friend forever) yippy! my blog nice ? nice!!! NICe Rite.... It beauty.....

MO siMin Thank u very much ..... u always help mi change my blog skin ... I admit i m stupid don even know how to change blog skin... how m i going live wihout u Man.... U the mAN!!! lOl

ok ENough my blog is not for praising her ....

Soon... sun is approaching very fast....Finally i can spending quality time wif My darling.. My baby ... my prince ... my piggy... LOl most of all My froggY! lOl any way all refer to the same person ... lOl ....
Today i tok afternoon nap .... i woke up around 6 pm ... i had a missed call from tuga... n a msg... i read the msg it say i m working tml ... N SUN !!!!!!!!! ahhh i supose to have the day wif my Prince !!!!!! i blur blur faster call tuga..... i even forgot Lilian name ah !!! too blur ... she can even know i jus woke up ... sadly i had to tell her sun i cant work only ... on sat ... she seem not happy.. u know ever since i messy up her place she don seem to b happy abt mi .... hmmm = ( ... i feel bad abt it .. but i already book the chalet... no choice .... LOl ...

baby plan everything well on sun ... first we go escape .... in the morning 230 book in ... than rest.. than night time have our 2 person bbq !!!!! cool rite.... yeah i tot so tooo ..... cant wait.. i prepare a surprise for him... lOl i jus now bought alot candles... decided to light the beautiful candles in the room ... lOl late on fire how ...we become roasted pig ... lOL ... i m gona light the room wif candles... romantic rite ! yah !!!!!!!

Forest

2006-09-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

Do nOT Abandon the Forest JUst Becos OF a Tree........

I m SOoo TIred

2006-09-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

so tired...... not only having tiring Body but also tiring Life........

Went early morning out to swim wif Candy n shan ..... Great we gal start chat again ..... after tt went shopping .... Walk walk walk guess we really used alot energy.... pretty tired when we reach ah gong place....... Felt great when we drink the cool Ice Lemon Tea ..................
After GO home ........

I m tired of life becos i found no purpose in my life ......... working hard so that i could live a better living in the future ...... so that my kid will enjoy more ..... so that life next time wont be like now ........ really tired... i jus wan to be a gardener ........ LOl funny huh .... gardener... i wish to plant beautiful plant....... flowers........... a big piece of land ...... but once i think of those worm .. E.. haizzz I think human really work too hard ........ i think human doesnt really know wad life .... not even mi ..... PPL work hard jus to have better future............. wad is really a better future? lot of money ? haizz .......

I spent 70 dollar today ........ i felt heart pain ............ LOl although to rich ppl it is small amount cos my work place 70 dollar cant even but a full piece of swim wear ......... but i still feel sad .... cos i didnt save tt up .......... i feel regret .......... why i spend without thinking ........ why cant i be more thrifty......... Life tough now ............... Money really very important .................. although many thing money cant but ......... but alot thing money can which we really need it ......... food ... clothes .. other temptation things....... i m so tired ...... i don wish to fuss up tt 70 ..... blame myslef .... i doesnt have determination ..... go on diet also like tt .. save money also like tt ......

hopeless mi .............

i feel burden now .... really.. i can feel my back getting heavier and i know it will be heavier .....

the chalet

2006-09-14T08:04:00.000-07:00

HAd the chalet done smoothly....... Mi shan candy knee and my little cutie pie ... plus my lame cousin ...... total only 6 ppl LOl

Baby took half day for the first day and took leave on the second day ...... so i had him wif mi for 1 1/2 day....... It was great wif some little not great in it .... = ) 230 we check in ...... he was suppose to met mi at 230 .. when i called he told mi in the cab... so i tot he coming .... inthe end i call him why haven reach he say on the bus .... i was blur .... i don know where he took the cab to ...... he reach at 4 plus . i was abit pissed ... bcos he didnt mention thing properly... like trying to hide... it terrible to keep thinking was he is hiding ....

any way ... we had fun ...... he came .. awhile later we had the BBq .... he started the fire . lOl his hand was all black ...the best part was his nose kana some chacoal ... LOl..... look so cute .. he feed mi alot ..... the best food he always deserve for mi .. jus like the OTA on my plate it was cook a while ago ... his was jus cook and he exchange for mi and gave mi the Hot Nice OTa...... isnt he great ..... and keep feeding mi the bread that he toasted ..... i feel like princess ...

THe best part was at nite ........ we squeeze ourselve in the small single bed ... LOl.. it feel warm .. lying on his shoulder and slp .. it been so long slping on his shoulder and hugging his fat tummy .. + ) first nite wasnt great cos i hardly sleep cos he snore too loud !!!!!! i was so afraid that my friends couldnt slp becos of him so i didnt slp to watch him slp almost whole nite ... to make sure he doesnt snore too loud . if he does .... i will jus lighty pinch his nose Hee .... i know it a bit funny but tt the only way he don snore too loud .... did had a good slp make mi so tired ... but second nite was the best ........... = )

Next morning went to arcade play had lunch .. go back room ... my cutie pie went to slp again .. i didnt want him slp cos he slp so much ... It like he slp not becos he is tired but it a habit he become .......... so i lied beside him while he snore i keep disturbing him .. shake him to wake up ... bite him ......... keep toking to him ..... he jus doesnt want to wake up ...... i so sad ....... i slp beside him looking at him .. saw his irritated face ..... = ( he was like wanting to scold mi ...... ...... but he didnt he jus turn his back to face mi .. than look at his back ... i cried ... i don know why i cried ... maybe cos i haven been seeing him and yet this is the way he treated mi ... i cover the blanket from my toe to my head....... cry and cry (slient) until i fall aslp ..... i don know when i fall aslp.... but when i wake up ....... i saw the blanket is not covering my face anymore ...... and i m slping on my cutie pie should .... i don know how i end up slping on his should ...... but some how i feel happy ... Lol he seem hugging mi tight .. than i forgot everything abt him ignoring mi when he was slping ....... love is jus so blind ............ i keep asking how did my head end up on his shoulder ...... and he keep saying magic ... -__-" ... some how i really wish when i was slping ... he is looking at my thinking i m so cute .. LOL !!!!!!!! cos when he slp i really like looking at him ... like a baby ..... = )

during the nite ...... around 1 am then slp cos he was watching the race car....... i was pretty tired so i lied on the bed first while he sitting there watching tv .........when the race finish he still watching the person toking ........when i hear the toking part i become more tired .... LOl... than he switch off the tv and there goes our nite sleeping this time i got no strength to watch him slp cos i m really tired.... but a bit sad cos it the last day and tml he going to work again.... 645 he going to wake up ... so hope he had a good slp ... i feel like we are old couple ..... i don know why ... jus feel like we are not anymore those dating couple .......... some time i hope he pay a bit more attention to mi ....... example ..... look into my eyes and say "i love u " sincerly ... hug mi from behind .......... bla bla bla ..........

when 645 am strike ....... he already woke up ..... i open my eye saw him walking to the out of the toliet ... than he pack his things ........ i walk him down ....... hug and good bye kiss.......... and i already started to miss him already ....... i saw him walk away ....... went back to room and slp but feel that the bed had more space ..... really miss him ....... although we jus spend 1 1/2 day together ....... It like nv been enough for mi ..... = ) really miss him

Memories

2006-09-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

U promise that u tried to met mi on fri ...... i was excited .. but sadly again u say u will be working late ..... so we cant met ......

remember last time u took ur time cycle all the way from ur house to mine .... now is jus memories...

on sat i was working hoping to see u although i m still angry abt friday ... cos u didnt even msg mi when u reach hm ... tot u coming ..... and again ......u sms mi say u going dinner wif ur parents and grandmom ..... we cant met .... i almost break down ...

remember last time christmas ..... ur parents came to sg ....... when i was working .... i left my wallet in the shop no money to go home not even bus fare.... u came all the way down from woodland ur grandmom's house... pass mi some money.. and sent mi home

I always feel i m giving too much and u giving too little .... i feel so bitter ......

Thing Change .........

so do u .........

Let all these be memories ......

Jia YoU !!!!!!

2006-09-05T04:09:00.000-07:00

H mmm hi everyone long time no see ........ Miss Mi Huh ? LOl = )

Well Due to my internet break down and also exam time .... i didnt online for almost 1 week or more i guess...... Anyway now HOLIDAY Yeahh !!!!! YippY!!!

Holiday i going to really go on diet ! i even bought Wt Machine ... SEE i m serious this TIme .>>. lOL... but don know will success anot ... Jus now .. Candy and mi decided to slim down by this yr ..... Lol Don know can anot = p I really wan to slim la ....... LIke the Jing Shang Sung... LOl wahaha she damn cute le. ...

I bought new swim costume... Pls give mi the determination ............... = ) Jai YOu Pig!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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He is so Busy

2006-08-15T06:03:00.000-07:00

today is jus a normal day ... Oh jus tt i M broke ! ... Lol running out of cash .... Any way still can survive .... + )

My Fat pig seem soooo Busy .... always so busy .. yesterday say wan to call mi after work but didnt call... he finish work around 1130 pm ... -_-" Lol btw i slept early yesterday 845 on my stupid bed liao ... = X even if he call also cannot reach mi ...

Jus now he call Mi ... but i didnt ans ..... =_=" he still at work cos he using office nUm ... sAd .. hE sure every tired de ..... AHHhhhhhhhh why like tt ..... why ppl work sooo HArd when they don even know wad they working for ? ... the future? haizz ....... I don wana work so hard without any reason ..... for $$? haizz.....

Today met my grandmom .. lOl she out of cash ... early morning call mi ... haha Ask for $100 .. too much ... Lol can afford to give her ... only give her 20 first ... sad .. cant provide her when she is broke ... I told her to cook at hm .. so to save more money ... i jus home i can give her More ... but i really don wana touch my saving acc ... U know i m a person who don save .... so now i save is becos of my future. ..... haiz ......... HOpe mOney drop from sky ... LOL.... wad if money is not impt in this world ... wad happen when every thing is not like now ... i wish i can build my own house on a big piece of land .... = ) My dream ... this may not come true ... = ( .....

Oh ... when i was toking to my grandmom today ... we tok abt future Lol .... i told her rating a house is sooo exp ... complianing lOl than i told her when i 22 i going to ROM ... Lol .... her reaction was OK ..... LOl........ i think she really very supportive le ....... Lol ... guess she know i m serious this time.... I told her i have some Cash wif my bf .... and she say nvm la ..... jus give him la ... Waahhahaa -__-'" some thing really werid abt her.. cos she know tt he spend alot on mI = / .... Anyway .. my money is Mine his money is MIne toOOO lOl... $_$ Lol Jus kidding = p ...

the person i need can nv be reach

2006-08-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

I called and called ..... all i hear is either i cannot get through or the operator say" the starhub user i m calling cannot be reach"

i keep calling although i know wad result i would get ... i know i wont be able to get through.. i jus hope some how it get through.. i jus hope some how i get miricle ..... it nv did although....
The only possible thing is that his Hp totally low batt or he is on the phone .... guess his hp totally low batt and he is still working .... guess he is super stress now.... over his project... He told mi he got Diarreah today..... he went to poly clinic ... and he going back to work after seeing the doc ... Poor thing rite .....

But i cant reach hm now... i haven been seeing him yet .... i feel sad ... will i b cure after seeing him? or it will get worsen even time i nv see him .... or he is not affected by mi ...... i suddenly feel like being hug by some one who love mi very much from the back... i love being hug from back ....it feel like i have a shell to protect mi from behind .... like tutle .... = )

wad my level of pirioty in ur heart..... i think it has lessen ... maybe ........ it nv been high at all ? LOl ....... sian ...... after a sleep .... wad i felt today is gone ....... and it will hide in my unconcience side ........ hide there forever ....... don know when will it come out again ......

wad a bf

2006-08-07T05:05:00.000-07:00

Some oNe commented that i have got a bf ........but it seem like i don have a bf ....

Some time i think it true too ..... becos wad really is a bf ?
Someone u love and someone who love u ? issit this only?
plus also someone who u call to talk about thing happened Today On the phone .... chit chat .. u love mi i love u ... bla bla bla ...... ?
Some one whom u wish to see all the time....
Someone when u don see him jus 1 wk u feel terrible .... u feel like a person who need drug badly ( i think not so worse la )

I feel werid ... i always tot he is the only one who care abt mi ......... but it not true .... some one else care too .... why do tt someone else care when i don even Care for him at all .... why love is sooo stupid ....... like no Brain ....

I mISs Him

2006-08-05T07:48:00.000-07:00

TOday is sat .... Normally i would met him ...... But today we didnt met ..... not even tml (sun) too .... = ( haizz. during afternoon it was alrite... I have got my grandmom accompany ... than later on i got Jacky accompany ..... untill after the mOvie .. i was left alone ... i feel Lonely cos the road look so dark .... i feel so unsecure ..... Haizz..... not at home ... cant hear his voice... = ( sad ... cos his Hp low batt... whole day i feel so sad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! any way i finally ... taste the feeling of missing him... last time always see him lIke ..... Don really have the feeling of missing .... now ...... i really feel like hugging him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! = ( i miss his everything !!!!!!!! i really hope we can met tml ......... really...........

My secret been review

2006-08-02T06:03:00.000-07:00

I m so sad today..... Be cos my best sis found out one of my secret which i Hide from Her..... I think i hurt her ... She always try to cover for mi my mistakes... i feel so guilty ...... i tried to forget but ...... i didnt know she will find out .... it all My fault ... i feel very bad now .. i donknow how to face her ... she been always so nice to mi .... she scolded mi i tot we are not going to b friend again ......... haizz.... once again she forgive mi ....... i don deserve it at all ........ i should be left alone ............ i don know how to face her when i see her ....... i don know wad to tell her when we see each other ...... she is jus so unlucky to have mi ......

had a great week End

2006-07-30T07:09:00.000-07:00

(SAT) ....
My dream !!!!!!! Mountain ! yeah ... hey people don think bukit timah hill is nothing ..... Lol i climb like shit ... wahaha finally i sweat shiokly.... we took a fat and beautiful butterfly ... =) It don feel afraid at all we was so near it .. = ) than tall treess. beautiful place ...... i wish i stay near there ..... so i could hear nature sound .. really ... MAny people where there .... climbing up .... walking down (backwarD) .... i tried .. not back . it smoother when u walk backward down hill ..... the road it steep .. very steep at some point ... Lol we wanted to go to the backveiw .. something to see the beautiful sceenary ..... but couldny find it ... than ... we tried a small road ..it is name SUMMIT ROAD ... lol it a high high stair way... uneven stair way.. my worse nightmare ... lol we climb till half way .. baby was like ..... going to die ..... keep on saying wah lao ... tired le .... lol .... it true tiring .. i climb half way i could feel my muscle pain ... great to feel pain .... i feel like going eveyweek but my baby look at mi and laugh like clown .. -__-" sian ... i really wan to ......... lose wt climb mountain ...... !!!!! thank baby !!!!! for accompanying mi = )

Most impt after climbing ..... we took cab back to his HOuse ...... lOL u know i m sooo happy ... he been refusing to let mi go his house becos it is very messy.... it really turn out worse than i thought .... i felt guilty the moment i step in .... for not understanding his situation .. i m sorry i didnt mean it ..... i didnt know thing turn out to b sooo bad ... thing change really fast ... the room is messy ... i wish as a gf i could help u clean it up but i cant becos i don know where to start .... i really wish i could find u a house as soon as possible .... i will i can lesser ur burden... we were so tired we fall aslp ... he start snoring again lOL ....... his brother fahsi ( don know how to spell) suddenly came back hm .. go abit shock lOL but he is so far ok to mi ... i fall aslp .... have him beside mi slping and snoring ... i m not sure if i did snore becos i found myself .. opening my mouth when i was slping .... = P .... later his brother see ..... e.. why this girl like this wan lOL .... hahaha Stupid baby say i got snore >_<... he snore like pig lo ..... anyway when he wake up he got his energy back he went wash up and we head to orchard .... lol he really got his energy back .. not like last time always so slpy ... we long time nv walk tt carpark ... nv walk tt path way ... nv take bus together at the bus stop ... so many many ........ really thank u .. baby ... u trusted mi ... =) i m glad ..... i don mind anything ..... as long as u are here with mi ... I promise when we have a house i make it like a hotel ..... = ) .... as clean as u can imagine (try my best la ) lol = p

(SUN)
i thought today we wont b meeting when u msg mi u working ......... i felt abit sad .... but anyway i need to study mar..... so it ok la ..... 1015 i left my house..... i reach my grandparent place at 11 too early when i was outside center point i recieve a msg from baby he say he might met mi today at 3pm.... LOl i fu*king happy ..... lol i feel so great ... u tried ur best to met mi .. thank again ........ anyway i waited there while having my vegetarian noodle ....bee hoon .. lOL nice full too . =) than i started my revision ... didnt really have much mood to study ..... = ( .. than he came around 5 pm ... lol late rite at first we thought of going mustafa .... but when we got on to 65.. i said i don wan buy phone ... than he say don wan buy go mustafa for wad so he say go PS than we jus drop the next stop lol...... than went to watch Lake HOuse ... so nice show !!! .... before the show start we went archade ... = ) he play his racing ..... i saw ppl playing the game like price i don know how to explaint .... inside got PSP and other hP... we aiming the PSP almost 10 dollar on it ,... waste money didnt get it ...... we wasnt tt lucky . =/......... no choice life .. lOL .. after movie he help mi flag cab ..... got a marc ..... wah ....... lol beatiful cab = ) than he took 7 bus back home ......... thank honey....... u are great this week end ....... = ) ............

My first 4D... (2419)

2006-07-30T07:00:00.000-07:00

Sunday30 Jul 06
Draw No: 2418 <---- don know wad is this but almost the same as my first num = )
1st Prize
4493
2nd Prize
1500
3rd Prize
1327
Starter Prizes
1383
2899
3011
4073
5142 <---- not so close ... (9142) lol
5761
6623
7945
8725
9932
Consolation Prizes
1167
3768
4251<---- same numbering as the top one ... lol cool men
5977
6523
7326
8368
8683
8786
9144

My first day of buying lottery today .. not very proud ... at first was to help my ah ma buy ... i didnt buy any thing for myself although i feel like.... but maybe it really meant for mi to buy ..... i gave my ah ma back her lottery .... after buying for her ...... later ... an hr later ... my ah gong ask if i can help her buy lol !!!!!! ... so which mean i went two time ... --_--" so jus nice baby jus reach .... so i ask him pass mi $1 .. = p i went to but 2419 = ) didnt got it .. any way luck wasnt with mi .... or him ........ = )

SUpre Tired

2006-07-27T07:23:00.000-07:00

Today been super tireD ! ...... sian Phyco project going to drag again.... wah lao .... Next week due but nth Come out yet ..........

TOk to him on the photo jus now .... sian ... like wan to die like tt ...... Nothing much to talk abt ........AHhhhhhhhhhhh why my love life soOOOoo Boring ! .... i wan to change Partner .....!! can i have someone more Romantic . and ... Most of all ...... feel excited when i m around when toking to mi ... when i call him when i msg him...... when Everything involve abt mi ......... My wHite Horse Prince.......... waHHh -__-" don have le .......... i think i got the chocolate colour prince ....... haizz... AM i too demanding .... ? AM IIIIIi?

Guess my prince is aslp .... guess he is in his wonderland without mi ..... He nv need Mi..........
I m Alone .......

Sun

2006-07-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

today ........ went to k box and movie wif candy ........ really gald she is free .... . becos .... don know who else .... is free....... He went to pula ubin cycle ........ so i have to find my own activity .... sorry candy ..... lOL ..... u not my spare tire k ! .... u my Dearest xiao mei ..... great shopping wif u ..... it seem like we today really spend alot le ...... LOL k box ...... movie ....... ur skirt and top ... and food ...... Lol..... we bought the same TOP again!!!!!!!!!!! lol .........

after shopping at zara ..... i told her tt all for today ....cos i tot might be meeting him .... but jus nice he say ...... he going to slp soon ..... = ( ..... haiz the was 630 ... he really tired ... cos he woke up very late....... my heart really wanted to see him even not tt i wan him to come down .... i tot of going to see him...... but it is always not the way he think...... felt abit unhappy but no choice ......... have to go back tt house ..... while walking to the bus stop .. feel really lonely so i don wana recieve any call or make any call..... so i jus switch off my hp.... i don know wad on my mind when i was in the bus ....... it seem blank ...... couldnt think much ... guess i m tired too ...

When reach hm .... light off ... door off ...... window close + ) he is not at hm ........ great ..... on the tv ....... on com .... and jus slack .........bath ....... than now .. typing my blog again ........ LOl ........ my feeling rite now is jus like the day when i was with alex........ i guess i become to dependent on him..... i realise it hard to go without him........ pretty bad.... i don wish to be like tt .. i still wan to be my strong women ....... can any one tell mi how not to b to dependent on him? ....... stay at hm ? i hate hm ..... go out wif friend? not always cos where got tt money ..... go out alone ? i will keep thinking ........ haizzz... go to hell then ............. LOL ................. god accompany.... = ) tt all for today .......

Fri ANd Sat

2006-07-23T05:24:00.000-07:00

Well yesterday ..... or i should say on fri .... i went zpop with my cousin .... Hmm not a bad experience ...... Jolin was there........ her Breast Big ! .... -__-" ... lol .... reach aunt house around 12 ....... pretty tired. than .... slp till next morning ......

830 wake up to bath... cos going to met him for lunch .... Burger king Breakfast .. than he walk mi to the MRT ..... than he proceed to his work place.......

Once reach sch around 1115... opps ..lol soo late... than "my Friend" lol .... waiting at the entrance for mi ... i m the most late.... loL any way great day of doing project.... we complete every as create table and insert data.. now left the module.. hmm JIA You !.. after tt went to tampinese .. sat go take photo together !... lOL ... from CS..... go to tm..... than go back to CS lol cos tm newprint shop alot ppl . wait wait wait....... The pic is really cute ...........

After tt went we huimin to bugis change doraemo bag.. lol other not very suitable .. so nv change... than she went to buy mac for her cousin ........ than she took train hmm .... than mi ...... as usual orchard ...... so long nv see grandparents... sit there don know from wad time till wad time ........ i leave around 530 .... to heeren to shop .....
he reach around 630 .... than we went to eat jack place......... suppose to met miko ... and simin but miko must fly again ...... sian .... lol ....... so last min ask him out ... he seem tired cos he went cycling ........ sat and sun go cycling ....... nv leave his energy for mi...... so selfish .... haizz...... he so call force to go hm with mi ........... as usual ..... he slept in the bus like pig still can hear his snoring .. -__-" ....... he is really tired ............ i tried to hold his head .... but very heavy ...-___-" the uncle next to us keep looking .. loL i must b like idiot .....

when reach hm...... suprisingly......around 11 pm .... i online he was online ! u know .. it been long seeing him online ....... felt really happy ....... and most impt is ....... he say he maybe can met mi tml ...... nice rite ?........ lol last time he say tt i wont be so glad....... but now he say wan to met mi willingly ..... lol feel really great ....